Just some thoughts I needed to vent out, work has been a constant struggle, trying to find anyway that I can to deal with my life, the world is going through a bloody battle of constant wars, deaths, destruction, and sadness, I am struggling with my life, I haven't been focusing on things cause I'm always constantly busy with work and never having the time for myself, I struggle to stop the negative thoughts that's in my mind sometimes but its hard when I look at myself in the mirror I don't look beautiful like anyone, but there are times when I dont think negative, sometimes my mind is an endless cycle of ups and downs, I sometimes.think I can't write good enough but I try but then I get really stuck on finishing what I write because I think I'm really terrible at it, I always think I can't draw well, but soon work and the thoughts have gotten to me, I can't seem to have the time to draw or write much anymore, sometimes I end up not doing it, but I at least try to do it, try to write more and try to at least draw, I'm so tired to see what the world is doing, and how much everyone is constantly on their phones though I shouldn't be talking cuz I'm on a phone writing my thoughts on here when I should be writing on the notes of a journal book, I guess this just makes me feel better, makes me to just vent some of my thoughts on here before it goes insane if I don't let it out soon!!!
