@FaalsGod oh no don't feel you are bounded to me just because you forgot my birthday and honestly I didn't expected both of u to wish me , I wasn't excited anyway and It did felt bad but I was more hurt when radhika was ignoring me so I didn't hoped for anything after that.....I've accepted that humans are the cause of one's misery so why must I get surprised and broken when something or someone don't act according my way , tho there's always a hope where despair is . I would just like to spend moments with both of you sharing a real good laugh , I don't expect any of you to walk alongside in my journey cuz I know few more steps together and I will start prioritizing both of u over myself ...this is how I am and it does justify why I don't make friends cuz friends are like flings where as best friends are for life . And please don't feel guilty, we just met previous year, I didn't expect you to remember my birthday and as I said birthday is just another day , and everyday is birthday when you feel brand new . Also I think radhika feels that I hate her but if I truly dislike her then I wouldn't have flirted with her , I just find u easier to talk with.