I'm depressed and I'm fat, but I'm not sure if I'm depressed because I'm fat or if I'm fat because I'm depressed. I do know that I'm going to be fat all my life because I'm too depressed to be productive and that I love food more than my own family. And I guess I'm content with the fact that I'm gonna be fat for life, I just want to be happy again. But I doubt up every be happy and I'll die sad and alone. :)