@Fabulous_Rainbow_
I don't know you Oliver, but I hope you read this. You are not alone. I know that sounds so dumb and I know people tell you that all the time but it's true. Think about your family. If they're unkind to you, don't think about them, but are you going to let them win? Are you going to let whoever or whatever is causing you this pain win? You are so strong, show the world that despite everything you've been through and everything you're going through, you are strong enough to keep going, because your friends know you are, your family knows you are, I, a complete stranger, have total faith that you are strong enough to keep going. And right now, things have probably hit rock bottom. But you need to remember, no matter how long it takes, things will get better. Look at a butterfly. Butterflies spend a third of their lifetime in a dark stuffy chrysalis. They can't move and for them, it probably feels like forever. But eventually, they emerge and realize that they have grown into something beautiful. You are something beautiful. You just can't see it, because your chrysalis is too dark.