Good eve, ganon pala noh pag academic achiever ka? Once nasubukan mo magfail, parang katapusan na ng mundo. I trust God pero i don't trust myself na, may pressure na unlike before na kahit papano magaan.
Hindi ko alam kung paano magsisimula dahil first time ko maging irregular student, sadly pati friends ko irreg na rin. Mahirap ipasa yung 2,000 items na exam kaya tinatanong ko yung sarili ko kung kaya ba ito? Kahit mataas ang pressure maipapasa ko ba to? GGraduate na yung iba, ggraduate din ba ako?
It's so hard to accept pero wala akong magagawa. I'm trying to figure out kung saan ako nagkulang. A lot of us don't deserve the result, I can say that. Despite of everything si Lord na ang bahala, maybe mas mahihirapan ako ng doble pero kakayanin to. Wala naman akong choice. Me vs. Me
