°•★ Langa ★•°

I guess I am actually messed up.
          I don’t talk with anyone that I know in real life about my problems but rant to my online friends like about everything to the point I think I am annoying.
          My parents talked to me about my eating habits (I probably have an ED) and after I told them I CAN’T eat much because my body wants to throw it up they reacted shocked when they found out my stomach also has problems they wanted to get me to a doctor.
          I convinced them not too :3 
          But like due to that I have no energy and my muscles get like weaker and so on. I can barely do 2 pushups before my arms feel like I will collapse any second.

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I am going to send the same thing that I send my friends on discord… ahem:
          
          ⚠️DEPRESSING THOUGHTS ARE NOW ILLEGAL ⚠️

GUYS!!!
          Google gives the WORST advices sometimes.
          So I am having a conversation with my partner and like… I do not have the courage to start complimenting everything about her.
          So I searched up: questions to ask your partner 
          and the first two were:
          What are your guilty pleasures?
          And:
          What are your fantasies during ###?
          And more like that…
          
          WHO WOULD ASK THAT?! *traumatized*
          Google knows I am a minor…
          
          Also how to shorten a list where you wrote down things you like about your partner and a list about everything they like and dislike.
          Because while I do rarely forget something about people I care about I wrote down EVERYTHING out of fear to forget it :3 
          Like I wrote down favorite songs, chocolates, etc. 
          
          Aside from being traumatized now, I am still sick but how are you?

Naaaah my mom went through my phone after I was calling someone this night. 
          She said as my parent she has a responsibility over me :/
          And so on

The crisis I am having because I am already thinking about Valentine :3 
          Thinking between making something handmade and buying something

AHHHHHHHHHHHH 
          SJSKSKBSBSSOWLDN 
          So usually my girlfriend is the one that send me unhinged and out of pocket things and then deletes it so I screenshot it :3 
          But today she caught me T-T 
          I was like… uhhhh 
          I was saying that I love it when she yaps and her excitement about something that happened to her is adorable.
          She caught me in 4K …

„Ruthlessness is mercy upon ourselves“

Ai is so unhinged man. I try to make this character hate me and he falls in love with :/ man I wished you jumped out of that window leave me alone ☠️

Hello! 
          How are you all? 
          I hope you had a nice weeks so far :)