Faith Mary Chrissy

I can't wait to see my grandad.

I want to play a game....
          
          
          you have your heart wired to a device surgically attatched to your sides. your partner is lying on the floor unable to feel a thing yet still alive.
          you have to cut into their heart and take the key. you have 60 seconds or your heArt will be torn in two.followed by the rest of your body.
          
          
          my own saw trap

I draw with silver... but it comes out red.
          magic? 
          no such fucking thing
          

I don't think I can afford another heartbreak

I meant nothing to you anyway

why arent I good enough for anyone?!

WELL THAT FUCKING HURT

I need someone to help,... I can't seem to show emotion. except from sadess

thanks brain. for loosing the things keeping me alive. my actions affecting me. hurting me. I'm sorry everyone I've hurt. it won't happen again
          
          
          
          not that you would of given me the chance anyways

just going to go cry myself to sleep