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I just realized just how much anxiety I get when I have to read or perform something in front of people. 

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Ok. I'm annoyed about something. Whenever I'm somewhere where I don't like, or feel like being, time passes so  s l o w l y. Then, when I'm somewhere I enjoy being, time passes so fast that what I had enjoyed doing had felt like nothing afterwards. WHY?

I break down and feel like I'm carrying the world on my shoulders, with this feeling of "giving up." Do you?