Authentic_Anx

I have always been worthless and self centred.

This girl from my dance class is so pretty and she has this ridiculously strange and adorable personality. She’s hard of hearing and I’m super quiet but she still tries to make me laugh. My admiration for her is already so high, I’m so screwed.

My bisexuality is kinda annoying to be honest like I swear sometimes I wish I was heterosexual. I’m too much of a hopeless romantic for this shit and the people who go to my high school are far to attractive. I can’t make eye contact with anyone. 

Okay so I’m the least emotionally stable person in my life yet I’m the one who acts the most emotionally stable. Someone explain to me how this works.

I just remembered that I no longer have anyone to call when I’m breaking anymore.

I literally want to cry. A girl looked at me twice, she gave me a mere glance twice and I went into bi panic mode. Like what tf is wrong with me. The first time I was so caught of guard and her eyes are so pretty that I was dazed for a sec, I think I acted normal but I’m not sure. The second time I was tying my shoe and I literally almost lost my balance.  for the first time in my life I wish I were straight .

Hi, I regret to inform you guys that I have decided to discontinue and delete my ChenJi book "Shy" I am soo sorry Ive just lost intrest with my plot and quite frankly i somehow feel like its too clique and not clique enough for me. However this anoucement is not all bad news since I am publishing a brand new story and im planning this story before i publish it like i should have done this first freaKING TIME.  I have already started working on the first two chapters and am planning to finish atleast three chapters prier to actually publishing my story and then realeasing them slowly. Again i am super sorry but i am very thankful to those of you who stayed with my story even tho i dont update like ever. Anyways have a nice day and stay tuned for news on my new story:)

Six days clean:) I’m so proud of myself for once.

Being sick SUCKSS. Please kill me. I bet I’m pretty annoying today. Oh well at least I know I’m pathetic and annoying.:/

I think I should find a math tutor:( or I’m gonna bomb my math PAT. Wish me luck i need it