@FalkorTheBlueMerle
Hello everyone. Im sorry that I havent updated anything in a long time. Ive been stressed out and everything else and Im about to be a senior in high school so Im exctied for that. ANYWAY i wanted to givd you guys 2 updates for friendship so you can see the new story line. Lmk if you want anything else updated because I am horriable at updating.
IF YOU ARE OR WERE READING FRIENDSHIP ILL HAVE YOU KNOW IM DELETING ALL THE CHAPTERS AND RESTARTING THE BOOK! THE BOOK HAS ABOUT 6 THOUSAND WORDS SO FAR AND ONLY 5 CHAPTERS! IM EXCITED TO GIVE YOU GUYS THIS NEW BOOK! IT WILL BE COMING OUT IN 2023! PLEASE BE PATIENT!
Hey everyone how are you? Happy New Years! i wanna let yall know that I have lost my journal to a couple of my books BUT I am rewriting them so bear with me I am writing and doing school at the same time and I got stuck in a different state for my 2 weeks break which sucks cuz i really wanted to write this couple weeks.
ANYWAY be on the look out for new books on mine and Dorys joint account.
Because I feel like I can speak my mind here. Some of you know Dorothy AKA Dory my friend.
I moved to a different state. I am originally from Washington state (and I don't give a shit if that's leaking personal information all I'm saying is the state.) I moved. She moved. We've been making our friendship last. We have so many books waiting for everyone to read them. I hope/don't hope she reads this. Because I have honestly never gone into super depth about my life with her other then personal information that she knows about me that I've never told anyone. I think I've lost her today. I know that's she's trying to figure her life out and I'm stressed the fuck out over here and that I'm constantly getting into fights with friends, getting ignored, life fucking sucks.
If you have a friend, fight. Fight for them for as long as you can. Dory is a true friend and I've never had a friend as good as her. She makes me happy and that's the best feeling in the world, even when I'm down her crazy mood is the only thing keeping me going. I told her to not speak to me ever again. And to be honest with you strangers, that wasn't a good option, cuz now the barriers in my chest are up again and won't come down again.
I have a bad habit of shutting people out. But when your hurt, Just like Alice (book on umdolphin33@gmail.com) then you tend to give up on yourself. And if you ever read the book, you can feel Alice's pain. And the reason you can feel it is because that's my pain. The anger, the fear, the shit that's happened in my life. All of it went to her. Now I took it on my friend. And once she figures her shit out, I don't know if I'll even be able to open back up to her. *Sighs* I miss Dory and it's only been 2 hours without her. But we need space, so I'm closing off.
@FalkorTheBlueMerle And it's not even being around her. It's the pain and suffering that we humans go through. We break up with our bfs or gf, or even if your in a poly relationship, you can still get hurt in that. It's the fact that life fucking sucks, and we all have had our moments, but what hurts the most in life is that we are all to trusting to another who has been in our lives for years. The pain and suffering that people put us through. Even we as teenagers have problems, but do we feel comfortable with talking to our parents about it? NO! why? Cuz they could just put us into protectional help. Some of us just want our families, to accept that we are different, or to accept that we need help. Parents have been teens once, but they don't remember what it's like to hurt as much in my opinion. But k hurt Dory today. And I give ducks about it. I give every damn in my body that I hurt her, to know that I promised the one person in my life that I would never hurt. She cried today. Not only did she not come to me but she went to her cousin. And I'm glad that's where she went, knowing she has her cousin with her, to calm her down. Sometimes I want Dory to move on from me. But she won't. What's the point in staying with me? I'm not a good friend. Whatever you type is prolly not truth. Why are we really friends? No answer? That's how it should be
If you read my books in sorry. This have been rough and I haven't been feeling like writing. I'm losing myself and I don't know what is happening. But the books are on hold until I get my shit together
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Chapters will be updated this week
Updates for I don't understand my life will be coming Friday and through the weekend
Well I just relized that I'm a terrible person *sighs* EXPECT 8 TO 10 UPDATES TODAY ON "I DON'T UNDERSTAND MY LIFE"
@FalkorTheBlueMerle thought you were supposed to be pretending to be asleep and ignoring everyone, lol
OKAY! PEOPLE IS GOTS A PLAN! SOOOOOO those of you who are reading 'I dont understand my life' I have made a plan! so everyday I will try my best to update this book lol that s T.R.Y to update this book. Becuase Dorothy and I need to get all our book up on wattpad on out joint account. (for those of you dont know who dorothy is the dicription is in my bio) and weve been writing a lot of books latley and everyday when school gets out (might I add it online rn and Im staying like that) Im just really tired and all I wanna do is write with my friend. Though she isnt my best friend (cuz her bestfriend is a dog) SHADOW IS SO ADORABLE! ANYWAY! weve been getting the book on hold getting ready to upload those but we are having troubles with ideas so thats kinda a pain rn. SO ladies and gentalmen I will try to upload as much as I can and pull through for you guys. But how are you enjoying the book? Please tell others about my books and my friends and our joint account (all info will be in my bio on my account) and yeah so I am going to try to upload at least 4 chapters today and tomorrow to give yall something to read.
I feel really bad that you guys have to wait but im going through a rough patch rn with school and all I wanna do when im out is help Dory and write with her.
Thanks and I hope you understand,
Josie