FallenHavenStories
To think your 9th death day is here. Every year i am reminded and every year it hurts. I think many of your fans were devastated like me the day you died but we are grateful you passed away peacefully for we feared what pain the cancer might cause you. Despite knowing your death was looming around the corner aiming to come at any time you never did stop making your music like Lazarus and Blackstar which should really be no surprise. You always used events in your life as inspiration and made something magical out of them. I was hoping that you had more time especially when you made your last public appearance with an unwavering smile. Your smile never changed and neither did your charm. I wish you hadn't died that day because you had so much ahead of you. I wanted to meet you more than anything else in the world and you were my inspiration for everything i did in my life even as my interest in music changed to an interest in writing. Your stories are always told and inspire people because even in your darkest moments your hope and your light never faded. You managed to make memories for your fans and in turn found love that stayed with you until the end. I miss you every single day but days like today will always be a painful memory even when i try to smile through the next 24 hours. I hope to someday leave something behind as a tribute to you in some way like many other people have gotten to. Whether that happens this year or many years from now i will leave my thank you to you somewhere as my child self wanted to do ages ago. I have loved you since i was small and i love you even today. I will leave my thank you for you someday David Bowie.
I wish you were still here... even for just a bit longer. 01/08/1947-01/10/2016