I've never been so scared before in my entire life. Have you ever experienced that fear of having everything you've worked for turn to dust? I have had this feeling just this week, when my laptop refused to boot up no matter what we did, and because I'm just the smartest cookie ever, I never backed up my files. So everything I've been working on currently could have been lost forever, if it wasn't for my dad managing to boot it up long enough to back up my files before repairing my system completely. I now don't have to live without my laptop. Worst week ever.
So I'm going to get back to writing those non-existent updates I keep telling you that you'll see.