Go ahead and stab me in the back it’s not the first knife that’s been put there. I’ve bled so much I can’t feel the pain. I still smile because everyone thinks im ok but I’m really not, if he ain’t there what do I have to live for, you don’t hear my silent screams, you don’t know the shadows that have ahold of me, you don’t know the hole I’ve sunk into so desperately trying to crawl out. I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate my laugh, smile, just everything. You took away my one reason of happiness, my one reason to get out of bed, my one reason to live each day, my life, my heart, my everything. Gone within seconds. I hope you’re happy cause I’m suffering