Fallen_Nightmare134

Go ahead and stab me in the back it’s not the first knife that’s been put there. I’ve bled so much I can’t feel the pain. I still smile because everyone thinks im ok but I’m really not, if he ain’t there what do I have to live for, you don’t hear my silent screams, you don’t know the shadows that have ahold of me, you don’t know the hole I’ve sunk into  so desperately trying to crawl out. I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate my laugh, smile, just everything. You took away my one reason of happiness, my one reason to get out of bed, my one reason to live each day, my life, my heart, my everything. Gone within seconds. I hope you’re happy cause I’m suffering

ThatGeekyMama

Hey guys! I unfortunately cannot log into this account for whatever reason but I have created a new one and once I get back on my tablet I will have the Foxygirlpirate one, I am sad I cannot use this one anymore until I figure out what is going on, until then follow the account I wrote this with, thank you all ❤️❤️

Fallen_Nightmare134

Go ahead and stab me in the back it’s not the first knife that’s been put there. I’ve bled so much I can’t feel the pain. I still smile because everyone thinks im ok but I’m really not, if he ain’t there what do I have to live for, you don’t hear my silent screams, you don’t know the shadows that have ahold of me, you don’t know the hole I’ve sunk into  so desperately trying to crawl out. I hate my body, I hate my face, I hate my laugh, smile, just everything. You took away my one reason of happiness, my one reason to get out of bed, my one reason to live each day, my life, my heart, my everything. Gone within seconds. I hope you’re happy cause I’m suffering

Fallen_Nightmare134

Have I had my first kiss? Yes
          
          Was I supposed to go to prom? Yes
          
          Am I a junior now? Yes
          
          Any memories made that you cherish? Yea, I met the love of my life so every memory after is cherished 
          
          Any big changes this past year? To many to write down
          
          Are you happy or depressed? Both, they hit me at separate times though like waves
          
          School stressing you out? It wasn’t until these packets, it’s more work than what we’d usually get...
          
          Do you wanna get married? Yea absolutely 
          
          How many kids do you want? One or two 
          
          What would be your advice to them once they get older? Go through every motion and don’t look back even if you fall get back up because brighter times are along the path.
          
          

Fallen_Nightmare134

I’m broken but I’m ok
          Maybe I’m lying but that’s ok
          My world feels a little shaky
          Trying so hard not to fall through
          But the hole is getting bigger
          So I’m calling for you
          I’m scared of what I might encounter
          But I’m ready so give me a match and a lighter