@SecretWorldOfSin That really sucks. I'd say I'm sorry but that doesn't seem very helpful (but really, is it ever?) SO I'm just gonna stick with I'm grieving for you and I'm pretty sure everyone else I and we all completely understand and we will do everything thing we can to help you . And DO NOT, I repeat, NO NOT stress about it, just focus on doing this for you and all will turn out all right. Keep your head up kid ( I'm not really good at this motivational stuff, but hopefully you get what I mean )