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I'm on the point where I want to strangle the shit out of someone. This someone..they made me feel sick, they ruined the way I look at myself, they're so possessive to me that I couldn't attend my school clubs, they put me back into my dark headspace and now i'm here...venting this out. Think this as a cry for help or what, I want them out of my life. I don't want to be underneath their toxic aura. They'll be the reason about why I took my own grave for so fucking early. I feel manipulated and even if they seem nice, they don't care about what I feel. The rage I wanted to let out...All they gave me was a "K". Yet, I'm there, becoming their cheat sheet, a therapist and a fucking friend.