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Hey! You seriously want to know more about me? I'll tell you now you've made a mistake and should be prepared to learn all about me because I'm severely unsocialized and don't know when to shut up. And you know general teen angst.

I am one of many people suffering from ADHD, I have been on medication for it my entire life so it doesn't cause many problems but it definitely makes finishing stories and doing well in school difficult. Unfortunately, I have also been suffering from depression for around six years now. 

This is also likely a major contributor in my failure to consistently update or continue my stories even when I adore them. 

I only just recently decided to acknowledge it as it's gotten so severe I can no longer enjoy the things I love no have the energy to do anything. Most days, I just didn't want to wake up, and wouldn't mind if I died. Fortunately, my logical brain and fear of hurting my loved ones drove me to seek help before it got to the point I was no longer in my right mind. 

I've started meditation for it but it's slow going, and I've unfortunately been hit with what I personally feel are the worst side-effects of insomnia, drowsiness, and nausea (I was promised dry-mouth not an increased lack of sleep😭) but I've been told those symptoms will go away soon. 

Well this was just a debrief of my lastest circumstances! I'll probably update this later.

(Update: May 11 2023: Whelp apparently im autistic so that explains SOO much of my confusion with social norms and my severe social anxiety!)