FanFicMan

I miss this app… I miss how popular it was, how many notifications I would get from announcements from people talking about their day or something else. I miss talking to people on here and connecting over fanfiction. I miss Roleplaying on this app through DM’s. Man is this app now somewhat dead now…

I got this new game called Arc Raiders and I have been having SO much fun so far, besides the fact that the only times I die in the game are from dudes who camp or from a big robot that some guy attracted towards me/us ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

I really hate how stupid I am because this discord GC is making a lot of jokes I don’t understand that are probably sexual but I still don’t understand because I lived under a rock ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)ﾟ｡

FEELINGS ARE CONFUSING!!!! AND PEOPLE ARE CONFUSING!! AND I AM CONFUSING!! MY MIND IS GOING HAYWIREEEE!! IDK IF IM DATING THIS AWESOME SUPER AWESOME LADY NOW OR NOT BECAUSE LIKE IDK I LEFT KT VAGUE SHE LEFT IT VAGUE IM DYYIINNFFF

Yeah I straight up might be dating someone now idk it’s confusing 

…so… I’m… dating someone now…. But it’s platonic… because I’m not ready for a relationship… but we’re dating… this is… my brain and feelings are conflicted

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

What do you call a sad strawberry?… A blueberry!
          
          …Get it?
          I’ll leave…

I fucking love my friend
          
          Platonically! I just want to make sure that’s clear-

I feel so livid at myself. And I can’t even let all the stress out on video games because I have fucking drivers ed. This is the worst fucking, Idfk. I hate this. I hate this. I don’t want to be here anymore I don’t want to fucking be here