Fanboyaoi

June’s lies   and the truth in front of my eyes   are put away in sepia tones
          	Nestling close to one another,   warmth;   I don’t understand those things anymore.
          	“You’ll be fine on your own… right?”   you said, forcing it upon me   and then you said goodbye
          	If it’s going to be that kind of consolation   then I should be tired of hearing it by now
          	Endlessly ringing;   the merciless memories   seem to have no intention of  forgiving me
          	If i close my eyes   they will only grow   surrounding me at a distance   you laugh
          	
          	Will the rain   ever stop, I wonder?   For a pretty long time now   it’s been cold
          	Why does the rain   choose me?   Why does it choose me   who has nowhere to escape to?
          	
          	Time intrudes   on the new morning   I finally found
          	The direction I face   is not the future   I kept chasing after the past
          	
          	You, who gave me   a new start by your consolations   and the hateful   and cowardly me
          	It’s about time…   Fumbling,  my troubles spill down   my tired cheeks
          	
          	Eyes that don’t want to know the past   and fingers that can wash it all away
          	Scars heal at a gentle pace;   at an unreachable distance     that seems to be within reach
          	
          	Will the rain   ever stop, I wonder?   For a pretty long time now   it’s been cold
          	Why does the rain   choose me?   I wonder if it’s ok to let it cover me
          	
          	The rain   keeps on falling today as well   knowing no end
          	While we   quietly   nestle together under the umbrella I hold

Fanboyaoi

June’s lies   and the truth in front of my eyes   are put away in sepia tones
          Nestling close to one another,   warmth;   I don’t understand those things anymore.
          “You’ll be fine on your own… right?”   you said, forcing it upon me   and then you said goodbye
          If it’s going to be that kind of consolation   then I should be tired of hearing it by now
          Endlessly ringing;   the merciless memories   seem to have no intention of  forgiving me
          If i close my eyes   they will only grow   surrounding me at a distance   you laugh
          
          Will the rain   ever stop, I wonder?   For a pretty long time now   it’s been cold
          Why does the rain   choose me?   Why does it choose me   who has nowhere to escape to?
          
          Time intrudes   on the new morning   I finally found
          The direction I face   is not the future   I kept chasing after the past
          
          You, who gave me   a new start by your consolations   and the hateful   and cowardly me
          It’s about time…   Fumbling,  my troubles spill down   my tired cheeks
          
          Eyes that don’t want to know the past   and fingers that can wash it all away
          Scars heal at a gentle pace;   at an unreachable distance     that seems to be within reach
          
          Will the rain   ever stop, I wonder?   For a pretty long time now   it’s been cold
          Why does the rain   choose me?   I wonder if it’s ok to let it cover me
          
          The rain   keeps on falling today as well   knowing no end
          While we   quietly   nestle together under the umbrella I hold