Uggggh! I had a really stressful test today and then I didn't even get to go home after because my mother spent five hours dragging me to eight different stores to find a swimsuit. Surprise none of them fit. Nothing sucks more than swimsuit shopping. Actually, a single one of them fit but it showed way too much cleavage. I don't know who makes swimsuits but they should burn in hell because none of them have underwire support or cups big enough for anyone bigger than a D. Also, apparently they can't fathom the idea that maybe someone has large breasts but doesn't want them fully on display like a cheap hooker. After that distressing experience, I came home to write an entire essay and instead found my stepdad being a grumpass. I want to dive off a cliff. I'm humiliated, frustrated, and tired. I have no problem with my body: I'll wear a bikini and put my stomach and legs on display, but there's nothing more disheartening than going to every store that sells women's clothing in your area and being told that you're misshapen. I give up on liiiiiife. I just want to go to sleep but instead I have to write an essay with a grown man being a total jerkwad to me three feet away.