No one's gonna see this but here it is anyway :D
WARNING: M A J O R SPN 15x18 SPOILERS READ AT YOUR OWN RISK
Castiel: "I always wondered, ever since I took that burden, that curse, I wondered what it could be, what... what my true happiness could even look like. I never found an answer. Because the one thing I want... it's something I know I can't have. But I think I know... I think I know now. Happiness isn't in the having. It's in just being. It's in just saying it."
Dean: "What are you talking about, man?"
Castiel: "I know. I know how you see yourself, Dean. You see yourself the same way our enemies see you. You're destructive and you're angry and you're broken. You're... you're 'Daddy's Blunt Instrument.' And you think hate and anger, that's... that's what drives you. That's who you are. It's not. And everyone who knows you sees it. Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know. You know, ever since we met and ever since I pulled you out of Hell, knowing you has changed me. Because you cared, I cared. I cared about you. I cared about Sam. I cared about Jack. I cared about the whole world because of you. You changed me, Dean.
Dean: "Why does this sound like a goodbye?"
Castiel: "Because it is. I love you."
Dean: "Don't do this Cas. Cas."
Castiel: "Goodbye, Dean."
CAS'S LAST WORDS TO DEAN WERE "Goodbye Dean." AFTER ALL OF THE "Hello Dean," HIS LAST WORDS ARE THE OPPOSITE AND AAAAA THE HANDPRINT TOO. THAT HANDPRINT, THE SAME ONE THAT PULLED THEM TOGETHER IS THE ONE THAT PUSHED THEM APART. I'm currently writing a re-write of that scene and how Dean felt afterwards, I just think that the SPN Writers really should have solidified Dean's feelings towards Cas.
