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Yo! @FandomTrashOtaku Check this meme out, so funny hahaha click here to see it ↓:
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So, I’m not dead. (Yay!) My life seems to be one tragedy after other as of late, so that’s why I haven’t posted anything, but I’m back now and trying to get back into the swing of things! Working on a few things, and I also has a few series of drabbles backlogged to format and post, but a good chunk of my content may be slightly venty for a while as I’m still grieving the loss of my Grandma (and some other family events that made life difficult) so I thank you all for understanding!
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I'm sorry I'm such a needy bitch who takes and takes but can never give anything that's good enough. I'm sorry that I can't just disappear and leave you alone. I'm sorry that I'm a disgrace of a human being that pours their heart out in a place nobody will find but still hopes someone will notice. I'm sorry I can't be better.
I'm sorry that I can't bring myself to do it, even though it's what trash like me deserves. I'm sorry I can't bring myself to cause my own pain. I'm sorry that I'm such a burden to those I love. I'm sorry that I can't be perfect.
I'm sorry that I was ever born...
I'm sorry that I'm still alive..........
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@DashingWaffle Thanks, I’m doing much better now. My depression was at a low at the time, but I’ve since recovered to my baseline. I’m okay for now, and the concern really does mean a lot!
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@FandomTrashOtaku Aawe you dont deserve pain! I feel like this too at times. So you're not alone.
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Me and one of my friends have started a discord server for crackhead roleplays if you want to join. I hope to see some people there!
https://discord.gg/WtDQzd9W
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Hey! I’m doing an art stream on YouTube, I’d love to interact with y’all!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=oEvjI3WpCE0
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Sorry for spamming, but this one is important. I have an update book, since many people don’t check the conversation tab. I have an important announcement in there, so please check it out!
~Muse
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Since the quarter is finally over, I have a whole month to focus on nothing but my creative ventures. That being said, I’d love to get some requests if possible.
Also, I am going to be starting on the process of crossposting all of my current oneshots onto my Tumblr, so don’t panic if you see them on the site. It’s probably just be me, but you should be able to tell it’s me.
Another thing, I will be starting up an art book! No particular reason other than wanting to share my art and speed paints.
One other quick announcement, I will be starting up a Bad Things Happen Bingo! I’m currently working on the first oneshot of the card, which was chosen by an IRL friend, but after that it’s all you guys. The BTHB will be its own book.
I wish you all a Happy Holiday Season, no matter what/if you celebrate.
~Muse
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Also, if you notice a sudden lack of content, I just unpublished a bunch of old books that I don’t want cluttering up my page. Maybe someday I’ll rerelease them, but not anytime soon!
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Haha! No thoughts, brain go BRRRRRRR
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Current mood is “Overwhelmed” by Royal & the Serpent. If anyone is willing to let me vent, I’d be very grateful.
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My current Wattpad goals are to have my active books gain some traction, and to become mutuals with at least one of the authors I like to keep up with (not gonna name names just in case that’s a faux pas, but if you all really wanna know, I may consider making a list of fics/authors I really like). Maybe someday...