Shadow Hunter

Happy New Year!

I'm kinda tired of all this. People can tell me what their preferred name is, or their pronouns and I will stick to that as best as I can, do I mess up every now and then, yes, and I correct it immediately. But how come, they don't do the same for me? I am gender fluid, birth assigned female, but prefer they/them or he/him most of the time. I've had friends come up to me and ask me, " oh you go by el right?" And I'm like yea and they/them pronouns please. And they STILL call me my birth name and use she/her. Like, I know I said that it didn't really matter in the beginning but that was because I thought they would at least TRY. I know that some of my irl friends follow this account and I honestly don't care if they see this. I'm not trying to out them, but I've tried to tell them and clearly that hasn't worked.

Haven’t been to active here. Fucked up like idk last week. Now I’ve got to start all over again, 4 months gone to waste smh, anyways, how y’all doin

Happily able to say I've been clean for 4 months and 4 days, it's been tough, but were getting through this! I'm always here if people need to vent, just dm me.

How should I come out as gender fluid to my family(supportive) I want to come out in a funny way

Just got home from school and shit went down on the bus. So pretty much one of my bsf's bf was being homophobic in our gc, and we all called him out on it, he tried to say it was a joke at first but then admitted to being homophobic. We were pissed and started going off on him and he's texting my friend(well call her M and my other friend will be K)  so he's texting M and he tricks her into rthinking that we are in the wrong and now K and M aren't talking and K is mad at me, he's saying that I'm being stupid for allowing M to date him, I tried to say that In chat I put that I dont consider him her bf but that wasn't enough, now I have to pick a side pretty much and it feels like im loosing my only friends, now K and her bf are sending eachotrher threats and idk what to do.

I survived my first day

ew I start school tomorrow.

Is it just me or is it easier to talk to someone you've never met over someone that you already know. Like I'm sitting here, it's almost 3 a.m. I know at least one of my friends are up, but I dont want to feel like a burden to them, I'm sitting here crying because I have to go back to school, I have to go deal with the toxic people and the fear of disappointing everyone. And I'd rather go to a bunch of strangers on the internet, then bother them, just to make myself feel better. Just saying thanks to those who are here, I might not talk to much but please know that it really brightens my day when I get notifications from you're convo's, it gives me something  to look forward to, so thank you for indirectly causing a spark of joy for me. Have a good day/night!

✨respect for u✨