Fane The SaberWolf

Genshin impact players
          
          You travel to so many places Mondstadt, Liyue, Inazuma all amazing places.....But you sit there on top of the statue in Mondstadt thinking.....why do I always return....why Mondstadt? I could return to anywhere but why here. The answer.... because this is where it all started......where you started your journey......where you met all the kind and amazing people here that you call family......the place where you had fun and felt free......nothing holding you back.......so why I forget the place where all started...........but then.....A happy but dark thought crosses your brain......If you find your twin will you stay...............
          
          
                        Or would you leave everything behind

Could you never fall asleep so you lay there awake listening to your clock tick down the time then the guilt and your past mistakes and the feeling you're unwanted starts to come to you while you lay there in bed staring at nothing so you go and try to listen to music but you just couldn't listen to happy music so you listen to anything that is depressing so you lay there listening to music at 2 a.m. waiting for the sunrise to hit in hopes that your pain will disappear. 
          
          I'm in this boat again that I can't seem to steer out of this vortex that I'm in. I can never grab the oars because they're never there. So I'm stuck circling until I disappear. Knowing that no one will save me so I just sit there wait until I go under. 
          
          I hope none of you feel this way like I do I hope you have an anchor or someone to be there to get you out of this vortex.

Sorry I haven't been doing anything it's been a hard year for me right now so it's hard to get motivation to write my stories I'm not going to get into any details because I don't feel comfortable sharing but don't let me get you down I really hope that you guys will have a great year and a long life ahead just keep moving forward
          
          And keep howling at the moon

I totally forgot but happy pride month everybody‍‍

Birthdays they say it's the best day of your life and lots of presents but me I'll be luck to spend it with my mom today who cares about presents it's all about your family or the effort to make you present in time to spend with you but that's kind of hard when my family scattered. 
          
          Happy birthday to me. 

My cat spy didn't come in last night so today I went to find her and found her dead right next to a tree. I had her since high school, so she was about six or seven years old. when she was a kitten she chose me right away chose to hang out with me play with me and decided to follow me home she kept me company cuddle with me stayed with me when I was sad and she will have done the most funniest things she was my best friend my world and now she's gone.
          So I won't be updating anything right now until I feel I'm okay to start riding again but the pain will never go away. All I can do now is keep her in my memories. 

Wow there was a lot of mess ups In my post

This is a message to all my followers I have a story called "Miraculous Musical" And I'm taking up request For this story Or one shot I should say So I hope you guys will share This story or one shot Two other people and Help me Share With other people Thank you

How has everyone been doing this entire year. I know the years haven't been going well for a lot of people but you should always look up on the bright side of things I might not know a lot of your guys's pain but I'm always here to listen to anyone no matter how ridiculous it is or how sad I'm willing to listen if you need to vent you can always vent to me or if you just need a friend to be there I will I will cross the ocean and deserts just to be there with you there's no distance I will go to make sure that you are happy if I can't get there know that my ghost or my presence will be there with you
          So I hope you guys have a great life and a great year
          Keep Howling At The Moon

I'm finally getting back into finishing *A Friend You Can't Replace* I have re-read all three chapters I have done so far and edit them so they should be a lot better so hopefully I see you guys in the book please leave comments if I mess something up or any details you can give me or maybe some ideas. thank you.