honestly im gonna delete a few of my fics now I've grown as a person and understand that's socially acceptable and now have a better idea of how things work, and a lot of people were offended with the trans!Keith smut fic I wrote when I was nine. Rereading it now I'm in touch with my gender and knowing now, I'm under trans (as in the umbrella term, I lean more into bigender/genderfluid!!) and I've realized most of my depression was really just a really, really bad pit of dysphoria (although I do have bipolar depression on top of it), and I can say for myself I was uncomfortable and almost offended by my own portrayal of a trans character.