Fan-Girl+Nerd=DisastrouslyAwesome

My dearest brother, our providers gave up on you before you had the chance to grow.

Silkworms hold deep spiritual significance as symbols of profound transformation, selfless sacrifice, and the soul's journey, often representing the shedding of physical limitations to achieve higher consciousness or immortality. They signify patience, hard work, and the creation of beauty from within, mirroring the journey from earthly confinement to spiritual freedom. 

Woodpecker symbolism is letting you know that it is time to pay attention because an opportunity is has come knocking along with it.
          Woodpecker symbolism is reminding you that you must march to your rhythms. In other words, go with your natural flows, and make sure that you keep moving forward

Redwing Blackbird symbolism is letting you know that the forces of nature are at work. There are significant changes that are coming into your life right now. These changes have been slowly manifesting all around you and are now ready to burst forth and become a reality.

Swan Spiritual Meaning: New spiritual growth is on the horizon. The swan also asks you to accept your ability to know what lies ahead. Therefore, you should follow hunches and pay attention to your instincts. While doing this, you must also not forget to honor your feminine intuitive side.
          Alternatively, Swan symbolism is reminding you of your inner grace and beauty. This poise is something that you must allow to shine forth for others to see.
          
          

Cats are messengers. Seeing a cat might suggest that you need to embrace your intuition and trust your instincts and explore your curiosities. 

I wish I could turn back time and revel in our memories together once again

Being with my people was the thing I needed.
          Yet I yearned for your soul. I want you to be apart of this.
          
          As we were all napping in the living room, all I wanted was you to be right beside us, with your arms around me.
          
          I forgot that you used to be my home. I miss feeling safe in your touch. I miss you.

I love you
          I love you
          I love you

I love you so,
          but I don't think the life you want is congruent with who I am as a partner. I think that's why you've been so angry.