Charrity Michalis "Chali" Shay

OHMYGOD!!! I'M SO EXCITED!!! MY FAVORITE SHOW COMES BACK OUT TWO DAYS FROM NOW!!!
           #CHICAGOFIRE!!!!
          
          

Current mood: Shadow Of The Day.

Me: *opens freezer* "I'm tired of being what you want me to be. Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface." *Pulls out carton of Hershey's Mint Chip ice cream* "Every step that I take is another mistake to you. And every second I waste is more. Than. I. Can. TAKE!" *Starts dancing around kitchen* "I'VE BECOME SO NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL YOU THERE! BECOME SO TIRED, SO MUCH MORE AWARE! I'M BECOMING THIS, ALL I WANT TO DO! IS BE MORE LIKE ME, AND BE LESS LIKE YOU!!"
          
          My stepsister: "And I know! I may end up, failing too! But I know! You were just like me with someone disappointed in you!!!"
          
          Me: "I'VE! BECOME SO NUMB, I CAN'T FEEL YOU THERE! BECOME SO TIRED, SO MUCH MORE AWARE!!!"

CAUTION! 
          
          THIS IS SPARTA *Spartan kicks a random stranger*

Well, y'all! It's official! I'm a serial killer. JK.....no, but seriously. I have killed seven people over the course of writing one book.... this is getting fun!

Guys, I apologize for nothing. Tomorrow, I might not be on Wattpad. If you are an American, you will understand why. If you live in a different country, I'll tell you why. Tomorrow is 9/11/16. 
          Five years ago, the worst attack on American soil happened when four planes were hijacked and crashed.
          Two into the World Trade Center, one into the Pentagon, and one into a field in Shanksville, Pennsylvania.
          May the spirits of every brave and innocent American on those flights or in the North and South Towers rest in peace. May the spirits of the lost first responders continue to protect and serve. 9/11. NEVER FORGET. 343.

I close my eyes, the water seeping through my nose and mouth
          Drawing me closer to the land of the pain
          Driving away my will to live, it chills me
          Kills me, slowly inside
          I scream, yet nothing comes out
          I reach towards the emerald green light above me, yet i sink farther down
          I feel you all standing in the shallows, trying to grab me
          I hear you in my mind, trying to call to me
          Yet no matter what, the monster pulls me farther away
          The carnivore comes to the surface of my skin, waiting hungrily to digest me
          But wait
          There's a burning feeling deep inside me, lighting the dark
          A set of invisible wings at my back, fighting to get me to the surface
          Fighting to keep me alive
          Slowly, as my wings tire, I break the surface
          The silence shattered
          I gasp, drawing in life once more to my lungs
          Hands and arms close around me, dragging me to the sand
          Voices I know, of people I've never met
          And those voices belong to my heroes
          
          

I gotta admit. I'm proud of myself. I accomplished quite a bit today.
          *Stepsister in background* "Don't lie."
          Anyway, grass is cut, grill cleaned, and, I'm currently sitting here wondering exactly what drove me to download a combination track of The Requiem and The Radiance onto my phone, then place it right before Blackout in my media player. It's actually kinda freaky how the three songs work together. (The Requiem and The Radiance : [Linkin Park] A Thousand Suns. Blackout: [Linkin Park] A Thousand Suns.)

GUYS! I'M FANGIRLING SO HARD!!! I GOT A SHINGEKI NO KYOJIN POSTER EARLIER!!!!

My life in a nutshell with @Lost_Ink_Monster :
          
          My stepsister: "Someone's phone is ringing."
          Me: "MINE! DON'T TOUCH IT!!" *runs into bedroom, flops down on bed* "OH MY GOD! DAWSON IS ON!!!"