KittyMixDerp

The only reason I blocked her is because I wanted her to do something about it. Like I want her to like if you wanna be my friend you have earn my Fucking Trust first. I understand I sound like an attention whore and shit like that but Fuck I just want you to know how much I am dying to talk to you. And I can't do anything about it because I was scared. 
          
          When I shouldn't be. Because first of all I wasn't the person who broke up with you. It's you. I know, I know it's my fault at the first place but I tried. EVERYTHING. To not come to this point of this sad relationship. So I avoided that fact. And then you came in and like "let's end this" sure yeah okay I'll set you free. I lost my trust once more because of you.
          
          And you wanted to be friends like nothing happened? Wow. Wow. WOW. Okay. Wow. Just WOW. Shame on me. Shame myself. Hm. Shame on myself. Shame on myself. Kill me now.

You know that feeling when you can't unblock your ex in messenger to talk to them because not only does it hurt its also scary. It's scary to even imagine what will they do or what will they say or what will happen. 
          
          Please kill me now .

My Tsukki won't possibly be looking for me in the future.

At times of defeat not a single drop of tears may fall.
          At times of success not a single clap of the crowd can be heard.
          Unfair as it is. 
          
          Faith may not be in our favor after all.
          Star crossed lovers like Romeo longing for Juliet. 
          What a tragedy...
          A disaster of a story.
          
          A noble with no happy ending. Life reflected on those who give their all to love. 
          It is a tragedy. 
          A sad tale. 
          Of the two star crossed lovers...

I have crimpling depression :)

I don't even know what to do with myself anymore...
          Should I put one of my stories at this Watty2017 thingy?

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