Fantistasia

" Feeling used, but I'm still missing you, and I can't see the end of this, just wanna feel your kiss against my lips. And now all this time is passing by, but I still can't seem to tell you why it hurts me every time I see you, realize how much I need you. I hate you, I love you. I hate that I love you. I don't want to, but I can't put nobody else above you. I hate you, I love you. I hate that I want you. You want her, you need her, and I'll never be her. I miss you when I can't sleep. Or right after coffee, or right when I can't eat. I miss you in my front seat. I still got sand in my sweaters, from nights we don't remember. Do you miss me like I miss you? Fucked around and got attached to you. Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired, but never of you. If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit. I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit. I type a text then I never mind that shit. I got these feelings but you never mind that shit. Oh, oh, keep it on the low. You're still in love with me but your friends don't know. If you wanted me you would just say so, and if I were you I would never let me go. I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm. Wedding bells were just alarms, caution tape around my heart. You ever wonder what we could've been? You said you wouldn't and you fucking did. Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix. Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed."