Fat_Bi_Bitch

Whoa it’s been a hot minute since I posted a update on me… I’m almost 16 now and over a year clean from self-harm 

Haha on the verge of a panic attack on my first day of school

Are you ever so emotionally exhausted that you physically cant get up then when you tell your brother who also gets episodes like that he tells you to just get up. Which he then continues to tell you that when he went out with family who didn’t even invite you out and ate your favorite food while you slept. And then when you did shower you cried and now your too emotionally drained to change. Haha ….

FUUUUCCKKKKK I AM SO STRESSED FOR NO REASON GOD FUCKING KILL ME

Ty for following me and welcome to my candy pie family ♥️✨

God give me some serotonin I am crying in my 5room trying to hide from my parents cause my mom being who she is thought oh let me open her door and she saw my old cuts from a few weeks ago. Now I feel like dying They threaten to take away my phone and guess what is the only thing giving me serotonin any more my phone. Let me die in a six foot hole.

Haha life makes me want to die cry and most of all cut haha how fun half a year of being clean down the drain

Ever just sit in the kitchen depressed after ela because your mom just said your drawing you were working on for a day and a half is ugly haha couldn't be me ha ha 

My family is screaming at each other about mental health and I've almost had a panic attack multiple times(I'm in my room). They said,” you and your siblings don't need to have trauma from all of the times I and your father fought we are still together”. I have never felt more shitty. a
          Also, I went to my aunt to bring chicken and bread and when I came back they screamed at me saying that ”you almost killed your dad” it was a vase on top of the fridge that fell so they blamed it on me. I truly hate my life. Thank you for letting me vent to you guys.

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