FatStar123

Plz read my new book even though Arifa probably already knows it by heart. BUT STILL!

mylifebelikeoooaaa

someone left the door open.
          who left me outside?
          i’m bent, i’m not broken
          come live in my life
          
          all the words left unspoken 
          all the pages i write
          on my knees, and i’m hoping
          that someone holds me tonight
          
          welcome to the world and all the land in it was wasted
          the blood upon your hands, and the wickedness that made it,
          sing or scream it all, and the memories keeps fading
          see the exit wound, dear God what have we taken?
          
          guess i’ll say a prayer
          and ill kiss into the air
          i’ll look into the sky,
          send them straight to no where
          we all dug the grace, can’t shake away the shame
          quiver in the sky but your shaking all the same
          
          you left us with the guns, and all of them were loaded
          teach us how to shoot, but you taught us how to hold them
          and all the weight of all the world is right between your shoulders
          heavy is the heart when the world keeps growing colder.
          
          who left the door open?
          who left me outside?
          i’m on my knees, and i’m hoping 
          that someone holds me tonight
          holds me tonight
          
          two sides to every story, here’s a little morning glory
          breakfast of a mirror, dying slow seems a little boring
          burning like a flag, waking straight into the breeze
          ‘cos there’s two types of people, you are weak or you are ME
          
          what’s another lifetime, like mine
          we all die a little sometimes, it’s alright
          did you come to say your goodbyes, to this life
          we all hurt a little sometimes, we’re alright.
          
          so, mother’s hold your children, don’t you ever let them go
          there is weakness in your grip and they are holding all our hope
          don’t you ever let me go (don’t you ever let me go)
          don’t you ever let me go (don’t you ever let me go)
          
          who left the door open?
          who left me outside?
          i’m on my knees, and i’m hoping
          that someone holds me tonight 
          holds me tonight
          
          someone left the door open 
          who left me outside?
          i’m bent i’m not broken
          come live in my life 
          all the words left unspoken
          all the pages i write
          on my knees, and i’m hoping
          that someone holds me tonight
          holds me tonight
          
          :)
          
          

-_Aeonian_-

@Goddamn_Miracle also its "ARE the pages I write" 
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-_Aeonian_-

@Goddamn_Miracle its "you are weak or you are me YEAH" and "CAN'T quiver in the sky" you uncultured swine how dare you butcher my favorite song like this 
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-_Aeonian_-

The necks of this youth with their necks through this noose
          We're told lies like its truth and we suspect that its you 
          So we strap them with the AK its motherfricking mayday 
          The swear I'm fricking crazy ain't nothing gonna save me 
          
          I'm breaking I feel it
          I'm naked I'm kneeling 
          I'm shaking I'm reeling 
          My god I keep bleeding 
          
          I watch the world die through crimson eyes 
          I cry it turns to night, I die I see the light
          And now I'll say goodbye 
          
          Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry (goodbye)
          I cry so hard
          Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry (goodbye)
          I cry tonight 
          
          If I could take all this pain away, use the rage of our youth today 
          Who's to say that its you to blame? 
          Its the people above you, the ones who say that they love you 
          Look what the world has come to, so now it's time to say, 'frick you!' 
          If you care, then they drug you, and no one's there when they numb you 
          Fill you with terror and crush you, pretend they care as they shove you 
          
          So you look to me to find the truth and what I say is what you do
          But everyone you look up to is really as messed up as you 
          Time is getting shorter, with these enforced disorders 
          And we get blamed and pushed around, so who's the fricking villain now? 
          
          Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry (goodbye) 
          I cry so hard 
          Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry (goodbye) 
          I cry tonight
          
          We can't stop now, we're so close now 
          'Cause these times are almost over 
          I won't give up, so god save us
          It feels like we're getting closer 
          
          We can't stop now, we're so close now
          'Cause these times are almost over 
          I won't give up, so god save us 
          
          Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry (goodbye) 
          I cry so hard 
          Now I can see your pain, I'm sorry (goodbye) 
          I cry tonight 
          
          (Goodbye) I cry tonight 
          I'll cry tonight 

-_Aeonian_-

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
          I wear this crown of thorns and pull the knife out of my chest 
          I keep searching for something that I never seem to find 
          But maybe I won't because I left it all behind 
          Where to go from here? What road to travel on? 
          I spent my whole life choosing and I always chose wrong 
          Will I try to have the will to be alive? 
          Will I try because I've never seen the light? 
          Blow it to the ground and its now you see
          You spent your whole life taking the best of me
          
          Where'd you go? Where's your home? 
          How'd you end up all alone? 
          Can you hear me now? 
          There's no light, there's no sound 
          Hard to breathe when you're underground 
          Can you hear me now? Hear me now 
          
          How long can I keep pretending to be
          That all the stars in the sky could mean something to me
          Heaven will open up if I live on my knees 
          A man of many words but a man of few deeds 
          Walking these streets, so absent of hope
          A pillow of concrete, a man with no home 
          Lend him a hand then we're walking away
          Leave the virtue of pity but we live with the shame 
          So scared to dream in a world with no sunlight 
          When you wake up, you know its darker than last night 
          Quickly, we forget, sacrifice gone by 
          Born to walk away, been walking my whole life 
          
          Where'd you go? Where's your home? 
          How'd you end up all alone? 
          Can you hear me now? 
          There's no light, there's no sound
          Hard to breathe when you're underground 
          Can you hear me now? Hear me now 
          
          Look into my eyes and I see 
          What do I see? 
          Nothing at all 
          
          Take another look around me 
          What do I see? 
          Nothing at all 
          
          Where'd you go? Where's your home? 
          How'd you end up all alone? 
          Can you hear me now? 
          There's no light, there's no sound 
          Hard to breathe when you're underground 
          Can you hear me now? 
          
          (Can you hear me now?) 
          Can you hear me, hear me now? 

-_Aeonian_-

We are young, but we have heart 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          We are strong, but we don't belong 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          
          I see the children in the rain like the parade before the pain 
          I see the love, I see the hate, I see the world that we create 
          I see the life, I see the sky, give it all to see you fly 
          Yes, we wave this flag of hatred, but you're the ones who made 
          Watch the beauty of all our lives passing right before my eyes
          I hear the hate in all your words, all the words to make us hurt 
          We get so sick, oh so sick 
          We never wanted all this 
          Medication for the kids with no reason to live 
          So we march through the drums of the dead as we come 
          Watch it burn in the night, we are numb 
          
          We are young, but we have heart 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          We are strong, but we don't belong 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          
          As we walk among these shadows, in these streets, these fields of battle 
          Raise it up, we wear the metal, raise our hands with burning candles 
          Hear the whispers in the dark as the rain begins to fall 
          Feel the beating of our hearts, fleeting hope as we depart 
          All together walk alone against all we've ever known 
          All we've ever really wanted was a place to call our home 
          But you take all we are, the innocence of our hearts 
          Made to kneel before the altar as you tear us apart 
          So we march through the drums of the dead as we come 
          Watch it burn in the night, we are numb 
          
          We are young, but we have heart 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          We are strong, but we don't belong 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          
          We will fight, or we will fall
          Till the angels save us all 
          
          We will fight, or we will fall
          Till the angels save us all
          
          We will fight, or we will fall 
          Till the angels save us all 
          
          We are young, but we have heart 
          Born in this world as it all falls apart 
          We are strong, but we don't belong
          Born in this world as it all falls apart

-_Aeonian_-

Do you ever feel like breaking down? 
          Do you ever feel out of place? 
          Like somehow you just don't belong, and no one understands you 
          Do you ever wanna run away? 
          Do you lock yourself in your room? 
          With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming
          
          No, you don't know what its like 
          When nothing feels alright 
          You don't know what it's like, to be like me...
          
          To be hurt, to feel lost 
          To be left out in the dark 
          To be kicked, when you're down
          To feel like you've been pushed around 
          When you're on the edge of breaking down 
          And no ones there to save you 
          No, you don't know what it's like
          Welcome to my life 
          
          Do you wanna somebody else? 
          Are you sick of feeling so left out? 
          Are you desperate to find something more, before your life is over? 
          Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
          Are you sick of everyone around? 
          With their big fake smiles and stupid lies, while deep inside you're bleeding
          
          No, you don't know what its like 
          When nothing feels alright 
          You don't know what it's like, to be like me... 
          
          To be hurt, to feel lost 
          To be left out in the dark 
          To be kicked, when you're down 
          To feel like you've been pushed around
          When you're on the edge of breaking down
          And no ones there to save you 
          No, you don't know what it's like 
          Welcome to my life 
          
          No one ever lied straight to your face 
          No one ever stabbed you in the back 
          You might think I'm happy, but I'm not gonna be okay 
          Everybody always gave you what you wanted 
          You never had to work, it was always there 
          You don't know what it's like, what it's like... 
          
          To be hurt, to feel lost 
          To be left out in the dark 
          To be kicked, when you're down
          To feel like you've been pushed around 
          When you're on the edge of breaking down 
          And no ones there to save you 
          No, you don't know what it's like
          Welcome to my life 
          
          Welcome to my life

-_Aeonian_-

Darkening skies, coming this way 
          Falling behind, into nothing 
          
          But if you lead, I will follow, a thousand miles away 
          I will be your Apollo, alone in outer space 
          
          Satellite, shine on me tonight 
          I will be your gravity, I will stay and never leave 
          My satellite, are you here tonight? 
          Shine your light and set me free 
          Take the darkness out of me 
          Shine on me, shine on me 
          
          Blinded I wait, the end is forming 
          You are my fate, give me warning 
          
          If you lead I will follow, a thousand miles away 
          I will be your Apollo, alone in out... 
          
          Satellite, shine on me tonight 
          I will be your gravity, I will stay and never leave 
          My satellite, are you here tonight? 
          Shine your light and set me free 
          Take the darkness out of me 
          Shine on me, shine on me 
          
          Far across the emptiness, I walk the night 
          And search the silence in the dark you left behind 
          I seek the stars above the worlds to be the guide 
          They are pale against the light in your eyes (in your eyes) 
          
          And I won't suppose to know why you walked away 
          But I can feel you pushing through the space 
          Send your energy to me and I'll push through 
          Send your signal home and bring me back to you 
          
          Satellite, shine on me tonight 
          I will be your gravity, I will stay and never leave 
          My satellite, are you here tonight? 
          Shine your light and set me free 
          Take the darkness out of me 
          Shine on me, shine on me 
          
          Shine on me 

-_Aeonian_-

I cannot take this anymore 
          Saying everything I said before 
          All these words, they make no sense 
          I find bliss in ignorance 
          Less I hear, less you say 
          You'll find that out anyway 
          
          (Just like before...) 
          Everything you say to me 
          Takes me one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break! 
          I need a little room to breathe 
          Cause I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break! 
          
          I find the answers aren't so clear 
          Wish I could find a way to disappear 
          All these thoughts, they make no sense 
          I find bliss in ignorance 
          Less I hear, less you say 
          Over and over again 
          
          (Just like before...) 
          
          Everything you say to me 
          Takes me one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break! 
          I need a little room to breathe 
          Cause I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to 
          
          Break 
          
          (Break) 
          
          Shut up! 
          Shut up when I'm talking to you! 
          Shut up! 
          Shut up! 
          I'm about to break! 
          
          Everything you say to me 
          Takes me one step closer to the edge and I'm about to break 
          I need a little room to breathe 
          Cause I'm one step closer to the edge and I'm about to 
          
          Break 

-_Aeonian_-

Should've stayed, were there signs I ignored? 
          Can I help you, not to hurt anymore? 
          We saw brilliance while the world was asleep 
          There are things that we can have, but can't keep 
          
          When they say, 
          Who cares if one more light goes out, in the sky of a million stars? 
          It flickers, flickers 
          Who cares when someone's time runs out, if a moment is all we are 
          We're quicker, quicker 
          Who cares if one more light goes out? 
          Well, I do 
          
          The reminders pull the floor from your feet 
          In the kitchen, one more chair you don't need 
          Oh, and you're angry, and you should be 
          It's not fair 
          Just cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there 
          
          If they say, 
          Who cares if one more light goes out, in the sky of a million stars? 
          It flickers, flickers 
          Who cares when someone's time runs out, if a moment is all we are 
          We're quicker, quicker
          Who cares if one more light goes out? 
          Well, I do. 
          
          *music* 
          
          Who cares if one more light goes out, in the sky of a million stars? 
          It flickers, flickers 
          Who cares when someone's time runs out, if a moment is all we are 
          We're quicker, quicker 
          Who cares if one more light goes out? 
          Well, I do 
          
          I do

mylifebelikeoooaaa

Waking up I don't feel alive,
          How fricked up are we inside?
          Breaking up in your empty eyes,
          Where's the truth to all the lies?
          Watch you cry
           You felt me die,
          These tears could fill up an empty tide.
          Looking for a last goodbye. 
          
          I burn the world for you and I,
          If I could do it again, would it be alright?
          Or am I living a sin just being by your side?
          
          Wake up, Frick love
          Just limbering off your makeup
          Wake up, 
          Enough's enough 
          I sold my soul for tainted love
          
          Let go, oh
          Love isn't good enough,
          Let go, oh
          Love isn't good enough.
          And the waves of the sea,
          They slip away just like me.
          So let go, oh
          You weren't good enough.
          
          All those empty eyes
          They were twisted by design
          What was hidden right behind
          Sometimes fear cam leave you blind
          Yea, God forsake the ones who go and make the tepid heart
          Go hard and break them
          I'm vicious now, Fricking vicious now
          Some remember every story
          Every inch between the lonely
          Every voice that told me
          Only one could ever hold me
          Felt it in between, 
          I remember when I dream
          But you're vicious now, yeah you're vicious now
          
          Let go, oh
          Love isn't good enough
          Let go, oh
          Love isn't good enough
          And the waves of the sea, 
          They slip away just like me
          So let go, oh
          You weren't good enough
          
          What's love, it's true
          Dark hearts don't break they bruise
          
          Frick live, Frick you
          I'm dying just to hurt you too
          
          Let go, oh
          Love isn't good enough
          Let go, oh
          Love isn't good enough
          And the waves in the sea
          They slip away just like me
          So let go, oh
          You weren't good enough
          
          ONLY DARK HEARTS
          ONLY DARK HEARTS
          ONLY DARK HEARTS
          
          But you're vicious now, yeah you're vicious now
          
          Only dark hearts
          
          Yea you're vicious now...
          
          
          

mylifebelikeoooaaa

Weep not for roads untraveled, weep not for paths left lone...
          Cause beyond every bend, is a long blinding end, it's the worst kind of pain I've known...
          
          Give up your heart left broken, and let that mistake pass on...
          Cause the love, that you lost, wasn't worth, what it cost. And in time you'll be glad it's goooooone.
          
          Woah ×4
          
          Weep not for roads untraveled. Weep not for sights unseen. 
          May your love, never end, and if you, need a friend,
          
          There's a seat here alongside me.
          
          Woah ×4