Fateluna

every autumn i start gilmore girls again and never manage to finish it. this autumn might finally be the autumn))

Fateluna

you kept letting people back in until you had nothing left. you forgive too easily— you don't even know why— and it's cost you. apologies mean nothing when the same patterns repeat. if someone's manipulative, that’s a hard stop for you. you tried to be patient, you tried to believe in people, but now you’re left with a broken friendship and the scars it left behind. you're learning to protect yourself instead of forgiving for the sake of peace.
          
          and yet, even now, you catch yourself forgiving. you know you shouldn't. you know it only drags you back into the same pain. but something in you still wants to give people another chance, like maybe this time will be different. It never is. you're torn between the part of you that craves peace and the part that knows forgiveness without change is just self-destruction.
          
          maybe this time, should i choose myself?

Fateluna

@hughesflyy yeah, sometimes that's the only way forward
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hughesflyy

There’s a very familiar pain in your words… I think it’s time you choose yourself. Because true peace doesn’t come from others, it begins when you show compassion to yourself first @Fateluna
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hughesflyy

Selamm seni yabancı yazarlardan sandım jdjdjxjxjxjxjxjxjxjxjxxjkc

hughesflyy

@Fateluna olur öyle şeyler hem İngilizce hem Türkçe yazınca insanın kafası karışıyor
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Fateluna

@hughesflyy selamm evett bende seni yabancı sandım ilk önce))
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