Faustmephistopheles

I'm fixing myself because i undestand sometimes i am the problem

Faustmephistopheles

I want to kiss and cuddle a girl that lives hundreds of miles away and the audacity of the world being this big. Why can't I just walk down the street and end up at her house? Or show up randomly when I want her company? And hang out in her room, on her bed, in her arms? I'm screaming on the inside