Do you ever feel like you're unlovable, or that you dont deserve the love you get but you're greedy for more? For someone to love you passionately but you're afraid to have anything more than friendly conversation. Do you ever feel so alone, like the world is testing you? I'm so close to falling off an edge, my boat is already tipped over and I feel like I'm crashing in the rapids. Maybe it would be peaceful to drown in the quiet, more than being scared by the sounds. It probably doesnt make sense but yeah, just want to know if im alone.
