Faythe Berglund

Hi how are you? Haven’t seen you here in a while

I want snuggles or cuddles. :(

I need a human diary so I can tell them how I feel and they can keep it secret but also talk to me about it

I can never do anything right it always ends up me doing something wrong, I always fuck up, I don’t want to fuck up anymore because it’s starting to hurt not only me, but others too

I did it again, I fucked up like always. People say I don’t fuck up everything well, i fucked up something that meant a lot to me, I fucked up and friendship and I fucked up with all my friends 

All I want to have my everything back 

I constantly mess up everything including the easiest things, I messed up the one thing that meant everything to me. I don’t know what I did but I messed it up and I can’t redo it no matter how much I want to.

I can’t bottle it all up but then again I have no way of letting it out, because I’ve been told crying is for the weak. (I hope that doesn’t offend anyone) all I want to do is curl up in corner in the dark and cry it out, but if I cry too loud someone will notice my pain and I don’t want that

I used to use writing as a way of letting out all my emotions and stress but it’s almost like every time I let all of it out more comes back. I can’t catch a break and I could really use one right now. I could do for not being noticed because then nobody would notice my mistakes and my pain.

Help me it’s like the walls are caving in,sometimes I feel like giving up but I just can’t, it isn’t in my blood.
          
          -Shawn Mendes