Hey guys... I um... Idk how to say this, I guess I'm just extremely lost right now and I'm not sure what to really do but I don't want help and I know I need it but it just irritates me cause I know u guys are taking time out of working out your own stuff to deal with mine... Anyways I'm thinking about leaving for a bit.. But that didn't really work out last time so idk... Well... Later loves