@Silver_Star- T^T
I woke up this morning and felt drained, like I was about to pass out but couldn't sleep, I couldn't even smile for half the day, I talked to my other two friends who were there, and I friend that left right before it happened. They are doing okay, it's just hard to realize it, my suicidal friend was in there and he told me he finally realized how he wanted to live. It made me feel better that they were doing better than I thought lol. My little siblings, younger, were being goofy bitches seeing how 'depressed' and 'cold' I looked, get to know the only emotion I showed was about to cry or just balnt face with no expression- but I'm doing better, thanks for that