Felixismyman_

YOO so like im being dead serious i do not like kpop bgs anymore and im coming from a place.if beung a black and somewhat woke kpop stan for about 5 years and they've thrown me off course I genuinely cant do it anymore I recently unstanned enhypen because of the situation with mainly niki talking about some "i want to collaborate with kanye" a very problematic person but yh I needed to get this off my chest ill have yo enf the book sooner than I would like but its fine guys I might priv my old works soon but yh 
          Ivy 
          25.07.26

Hey did you publish or smth i got th notification but couldn't open it  but will surely wait for you

Sometimes i feel like no one genuienly cares or looks deep enough to care as long as you look fine enough as long as your ugly enough everything goes im never given a chance to actually be seen every one labels me the problem maybe i should vanish off  the face of the earth yk never exsit anymore.you knows thats funny i once asked someone about this and they said you just learn to live with this feeling and it fucking hurts i wish i was seen not as the problem the ugly one but as an actual person

I'm so fucking disappointed I say this one and thos time I 100% mean it 
          Jay is human a member let him exist without heeseung being  shoved down his throat omg 
          But anyways
          HAPPPY BIRTHDAYTO MY FAVOURITE BLACK CAT AND JUNGWON LOVER I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY EVER 25 NOW BEAUTIFUL YOUING AND FREEE !!!!! YAYA
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ENHYPEN IS SEVEN NOT SIX
          Imagine my horror to find you yesterday my favourite member left 
          It can be because he wanted to im sure of it thay planned this year with him 
          Something is going in behind the scenes 
          

this is truly a pinch ,e moment bound by fate has reached 10k reads omggggg tysm for helping me achieve this milestone all you yeongyu shippers

"I'm the perfect mix of Saturday night and the rest of your life anyone with a heart will agree its so easy to fall in love with me" 
          "Stop quoting oliva Dean she's not even that good"
          Soobin whined
          "You've been listening to man child on repeat for over 5 months" yeonjun screamed at his brother
          "He was a man-child tho"
          "And Beomgyu makes it easy to fall in love"
          "Stop rubbing your valentine in my face"
          "K"
          "K"
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          Happy valentines day guys ❤️

New oneshot for my heehoon christmas special!!!!!!

@sunkiloveyou i try to thank you 

i havent spoken on this account in so long and i have so much to talk about with you guys where the hell do i start
          1)my father passed away in august
          2) i have a new crush at school
          3)i habe an eybrow slit now
          4)ive started having food problems
          5)i learned to edit
          6)my writing improved
          ik i lwk dont have alot of freinds on here no more since alot has happend and wattpad is now lwk boring but trust me this is still my safe space it feels really weird that just 4 months ago my lide was pefect now so much as happend i really hate how things turned out but im learning to understand how to deal with it
          i also got over my old crush -^-