Alanah

Where r my STAYS at bro 

So like one or two months ago I cut my hair like a mullet. It's still kinda a mullet, but it's grown back a lot again  My hair at the back is already touching my shoulders just a tad- I'm gonna let the back grow out again, and keep the sides short. So I'm cutting it again today 

Chat I'm back again
          
          I have info
          
          My sister is out the hospital and I'm happy
          
          It's Felix Navidad season, therefore my profile has been  hanged to see fit 
          
          Stray Kids new album HOP is out with 3 group songs, 1 remix and 8 solo songs. Very good, very mindful, very demure. 
          
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          Sorry 

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          Ok, I love my friends. But like, right now I have some nice moments and some tucking terrible moments, mostly the latter. For example, I like a certain kpop group, right? None of my friends rlly listen to kpop. That's fine, that's perfectly fine. I just don't see why, out of anything you could choose to reply to me with, do you have to constantly insult them and mock them and say stupid shit like "I don't really give any fucks" or "I hope a spider crawls on your face at night" whenever I mention them? They're all constantly talking about things at school and their favorite bands and all that, but almost as soon as I even MUTTER a few words of kpop, they roll their eyes at me and insult them? What the fuck? Do we have a problem, do you have a problem with them? Because as far as I am concerned, you have not listened to their music, watched any videos about them, seen them on tiktok or know absolutely anything of them? When I got exited that the group I liked had released your dates for my country and the track list for a new album, I sent a voice message and a screen shot of it to the group chat. No replies until 30 minutes ago, saying "Shut up and stop yapping." Why! Can I not tell my friends I'm happy about that? A photo from my closet friend "I hope a spider crawls up your ass" That's lovely, thank you so much. I understand that they don't like the same music, I really do. But the least you could do, the very fucking least, is to at least be respectful and let me enjoy and talk about the music I like? Fucking hell, they're my main source of comfort now. They're more my friends then you. 
          
          Sorry, thanks for reading this

GUYS STRAY KIDS' NEW JAPANESE ALBUM GIANT CAME OUT YESTERDAY  (It was the 12th for me) 

How is life? Bro I started school again I feel like shit 

So there's no other Stray Kids fans here.... >:[

Please are there any other stays here 

I feel like I have a ton of imagination and writing skills, but like... I don't know what to write.. Does anyone have any ideas on a book I could write? I need a distraction and I genuinely think I might be a (hopefully) decent writer  

I spoke to the woman at my house office today, finally getting help through my school (Literally like a parent who takes u out of lessons for a bit for a conversation and you get to play with random shit) and a bunch of red pens for drawing fake scratches and elastic bands for snapping on my wrist bc the woman says it helps me think I've scratched my self and still gives me a moment of tiny pain  GOING TO THERAPY SOON 
          
          Xoxo, gossip Girl (srry I had to also stream Come Play by Stray Kids and Stray Kids mini album ATE - THE WHOLE THING )