blindxbet
HEY HEY HEYYYYYY REMEMBER ME??? IM @TSL20181051 IM A SUB ACCOUNT, I FORGOT MY PASSWORD AND DELETED MY ACCOUNT IM SO SCARED PLEASE HELP
FemGenyaShinazugawa
FemGenyaShinazugawa
Might delete my last post, I don’t know, I guess I’ve just not been in a good headspace lately
FemGenyaShinazugawa
So completely out of character for me, but I really just need to vent this somewhere
So one of the reasons that I’m kind of role-playing as a female Genya on here and other places is because one I am a shy person especially around people I’ve not met/like(or crush on or just admire)/the opposite gender, but also because I’m a tall person. Like I’m literally 6’3”, but the reason I’m bringing this up is because this has always been a huge insecurity for me, like it’s so hard to feel cute and feminine when I’m towering over most of my friends (most of them are average I guess which I assume to be like around the 5 foot to 6 foot range since they fall within that range, as well as others I’ve seen and met in my life where I am). Like one it’s so hard to find clothes that I like and find cute that are in sizes that work for me, since I feel so awkward wearing skirts higher than 2-3 inches above my knee because my legs feel so long for whatever it is and I end up hating it. However these reasons for insecurity is exactly why I’m so blown up about this now bc that’s been going for a while, but it’s rather bc of my problem of reader fanfic/x readers.
So you know when it breaks the immersion of a story when the author specifies a skin color or hair type? It’s like that but every time the female y/n is basically described as being shorter than the interest, sometimes it jabs me in the gut being reminded that I'm not small and cute and precious and so easy to be envelopes in another’s arms they way I really want to be. I understand the thing with the guy being taller being a hot thing bc (at least the me) it feels that they give off the vibe that they can care for you more being hot BECAUSE I KNOW ITS HOT BC IT ISSS. I don’t know if I’m just letting my insecurities get to me or if I'm being whiny from a thirst-fueled story’s immersion being interrupted, but it just, kinda makes me feel like these thing almost couldn’t happen with someone that much taller than the character.
GenyasMissingTooth
@FemGenyaShinazugawa damn i am two inches shorter than you XD also, im sorry you feel that way i know what you mean when you say you feel insecure, sometimes I can feel that way but honestly, sometimes people need a taller girl to depend on. I mean heck, we can reach the top shelf! sometimes your made to be tall to help others with being small idk if this helps but thanks for sharing :)
FemGenyaShinazugawa
@kittywipsy your fine, I understand TvT I guess I’m just letting it get to me but yeah I guess it’s just the urge to be the cute little lady swept off her feet but everything I read makes it hard to imagine someone who is the taller one in the relationship to be the person, but I really do appreciate your kinds words, and they have helped a bit!
kittywipsy
@FemGenyaShinazugawa oh god dammit ᕕ(ཀʖ̯ཀ)ᕗ So basically I have no answer for that but I'm going to give you or try to give you an answer So you want to do stuff the tall person would be difficult so basically since I'm dumb asf I know what you mean but if it's your wish it's your wish But when you get the time you can do those stuff but if it's like for adults then idfk I don't really know it's hard for a tall person but I know like a few things Almost getting hit by stuff on the ceiling and other stuff that involves high places But understandably the Romantic fluff fantasies I just fantasies you do you dream big dream break But sadly fantasies can't come to reality But some can I'm sorry this is too little I'm just tired
kimetsutales
oh.
FemGenyaShinazugawa
(I forgot to selectvannounce to all followers on my last post so please come read it ig I’m so sorry >~<)
FemGenyaShinazugawa
(So sorry I’ve been so inactive everybody >////< I’ll try be more active from now on
Also, I’ll try and respond to as many roleplay/post made on my profile here, so please feel free to interact with me as I really want to just talk with some people again ^v^
gyobaby
“Genya!”
FemGenyaShinazugawa
@blindgiant but if you don’t take breaks you could end up getting weaker too! Helping the master is important, but please look after yourself too!~
FemGenyaShinazugawa
(Out of character update)
I’m very sorry to everyone if I’ve been offline for like literally almost 2 weeks I think?? I’ve had Loads of school stuff, storage space issues on my device, participating in fundraisers for some of my school activities, (marching band, theatre, art club, esports), and working as CNA. I really have missed you all and I’ll be trying to respond to stuff while I am online now bc when I got back I saw 400 on the notifications TvT prolly bc I follow some really active people and often updated stories but yeah. I hope I can be more online, but I’m not sure if many really even notice if I’m gone for a while, so I’m not sure to do notices if I’ll be really inactive in case.
I hope I can have fun with all of you guys again!!!!
Tanjir000
Hi Genya-san :}
Eheheheheeh-Lumine
Kanao- Kon'nichiwa Genya-chan