FemGenyaShinazugawa

Might delete my last post, I don’t know, I guess I’ve just not been in a good headspace lately

FemGenyaShinazugawa

So completely out of character for me, but I really just need to vent this somewhere
          
          So one of the reasons that I’m kind of role-playing as a female Genya on here and other places is because one I am a shy person especially around people I’ve not met/like(or crush on or just admire)/the opposite gender, but also because I’m a tall person. Like I’m literally 6’3”, but the reason I’m bringing this up is because this has always been a huge insecurity for me, like it’s so hard to feel cute and feminine when I’m towering over most of my friends (most of them are average I guess which I assume to be like around the 5 foot to 6 foot range since they fall within that range, as well as others I’ve seen and met in my life where I am). Like one it’s so hard to find clothes that I like and find cute that  are in sizes that work for me, since I feel so awkward wearing skirts higher than 2-3 inches above my knee because my legs feel so long for whatever it is and I end up hating it. However these reasons for insecurity is exactly why I’m so blown up about this now bc that’s been going for a while, but it’s rather bc of my problem of reader fanfic/x readers. 
          So you know when it breaks the immersion of a story when the author specifies a skin color or hair type? It’s like that but every time the female y/n is basically described as being shorter than the interest, sometimes it jabs me in the gut being reminded that I'm not small and cute and precious and so easy to be envelopes in another’s arms they way I really want to be. I understand the thing with the guy being taller being a hot thing bc (at least the me) it feels that they give off the vibe that they can care for you more being hot BECAUSE I KNOW ITS HOT BC IT ISSS. I don’t know if I’m just letting my insecurities get to me or if I'm being whiny from a thirst-fueled story’s immersion being interrupted, but it just, kinda makes me feel like these thing almost couldn’t happen with someone that much taller than the character.

GenyasMissingTooth

@FemGenyaShinazugawa damn i am two inches shorter than you XD also, im sorry you feel that way i know what you mean when you say you feel insecure, sometimes I can feel that way but honestly, sometimes people need a taller girl to depend on. I mean heck, we can reach the top shelf! sometimes your made to be tall to help others with being small
            idk if this helps but thanks for sharing :)
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FemGenyaShinazugawa

@kittywipsy your fine, I understand TvT
            
            I guess I’m just letting it get to me but yeah I guess it’s just the urge to be the cute little lady swept off her feet but everything I read makes it hard to imagine someone who is the taller one in the relationship to be the person, but I really do appreciate your kinds words, and they have helped a bit!
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kittywipsy

@FemGenyaShinazugawa oh god dammit ᕕ(ཀʖ̯ཀ)ᕗ
            
            So basically I have no answer for that but I'm going to give you or try to give you an answer
            
            So you want to do stuff the tall person would be difficult so basically since I'm dumb asf  I know what you mean but if it's your wish it's your wish
            
            But when you get the time you can do those stuff but if it's like for adults then idfk
            
            I don't really know it's hard for a tall person but I know like a few things
            
            Almost getting hit by stuff on the ceiling and other stuff that involves high places
            
            But understandably the Romantic fluff fantasies I just fantasies  you do you dream big dream break
            
            But sadly fantasies can't come to reality
            
            But some can
            I'm sorry this is too little I'm just tired
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kimetsutales

oh.

kimetsutales

@Godofflamboyance 
            we multiply.
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FemGenyaShinazugawa

@Godofflamboyance I-I-I don’t know!!! >//~~//<
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Godofflamboyance

@genyashinazugawaa WHY ARE THERE MORE OF YOU.
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FemGenyaShinazugawa

(So sorry I’ve been so inactive everybody >////< I’ll try be more active from now on
          
          Also, I’ll try and respond to as many roleplay/post made on my profile here, so please feel free to interact with me as I really want to just talk with some people again ^v^