congrats I'm alive

Oh my god... I never knew Danni was going through all of this I didn't know. She told me to log her out of her stuff because her parents are strict but... god well I'm a friend of hers and I'm sorry but she hasn't been with us since January 13th

Hey hru

Ha it kinda feels like I'm slowly going insane

Me walks away and says see you in math and then snaps my fingers and does the finger gun (you know its like*snap* gun real fast) and then walks away backwards
          
          This kid: what the- what did I do why are you shooting me
          
          me: its uuhhhh a gay thing bye

i feel so angry and sad and empty and somehow the emotional pain physically hurts and its pulling on my heart and i just... cant anymore

someone made fun of me for calling someone else a dimwit because they were hating on someone for having body hair.

There's a sister, but she's not as hot
          She's got a temper and she's quite a lot
          But when she's mad, she'll give you a scare
          You'll run away, 'cause you just can't bear
          
          Stacy's sister, she's got it going on
          She's not as hot as her mom, but she's still strong
          Stacy's sister, she's got her own style
          She's got a temper, but she's still worthwhile
          
          She's not as pretty as her family, but she's got a brain
          She's got a degree, she's got a lot to gain
          She's not a model, but she's got a heart
          She's got a future, she's got a brand new start
          
          Stacy's sister, she's got it going on
          She's not as hot as her mom, but she's still strong
          Stacy's sister, she's got her own style
          She's got a temper, but she's still worthwhile
          
          She's not the one that everybody wants
          But she's the one that makes her own stance
          She's got a power, that's hard to ignore
          She's got a purpose, and she's ready for more
          
          Stacy's sister, she's got it going on
          She's not as hot as her mom, but she's still strong
          Stacy's sister, she's got her own style
          She's got a temper, but she's still worthwhile

help theres a stacys grandma song 

Yo someone is refusing to believe I'm white with naturally straight hair because I'm not transphobic like them????? They keep on calling me an afrostraightner and are being very homophobic/transphobic.

Also heres a nice run through of my day
          
          1st: we went outside and flew drones. Someone tried to murder me with a drone.
          
          ELA: meh just finished map testing
          
          3rd: BaLlEt
          
          History: I walked in wearing my cheer uniform but with leggings underneath it and a giant hoodie and Riley goes "GIVE ME AN A GIVE ME A Z GIVE ME AN L GIVE ME AN E Howd you like cheering SaGoogle" and then the boy behind him goes "oh actually guys im on the cheer team i just forgot my uniform" Then this girl gave me goldfish. Caleb and the coopers asked if I was cheering for their basketball game and I said "no im just doing the pep rally ill watch you guys though" and cooper 1 said "come on safari" then caleb went "yeah you need to cheer for us".... i didnt 
          
          Lunch: I sat alone per the usual and for the first time ever caleb stopped walking turned to me and said "why are you alone?" and i was just like "I dont have friends? (: "
          
          Math: We did IXL and the usual gay shit happend except caleb turned to me mid way through class and said "you know your the only cheerleader whos in dress code...congrats" but then this girl really said "I think shes just uncomftorble in shorts and skirts right?" and I was like "...uhuh yeah... uh bingo" and then it was akward
          
          *time skip because choir is boring*
          
          Rally: I had to take of my leggings and jacket so i was just in that cheer uniform and we started doing the small dance while everyone got onto the bleachers and it was really awkward but while I was looking around the room i only accidently locked eyes with one person....Caleb and he just looked at me like *im so sorry* and I just did that smile you do when you see a person you know but dont know enough to even wave or anything
          Then we did our dance and stunt
          
          Science: I walked in like 5 minutes late because of cheer and I hear aiden go "Ya'll if caleb was there he'd be the cutest cheerleader i swear i would look at him the whole time" and later he did this weird cheer and said "caleb that one's for you baby boy