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I don't do serious posts like ever but here we go cause I'm losing it.
Basically the UK has decided to close all schools after this Friday, and cancel all GCSEs (final exams). Sounds fucking great.
Nope.
I'm in my final year of secondary school, and all I've ever known in my life is school. I've been so dedicated (not to school necessarily, more to my education) to these shitty for over a decade, and now I find out it's all been for nothing. All of the stress, all of the time, all of the tears - nothing. It just adds up to fuck all. No grand conclusion, no relief after the final exam, just nothing.
And to top things off, they won't open again until September. That means that I have a whole 2 days left of school. Ever.
I always thought the final days would be a big thing for me, but in actuality, I've had no build up, no preparation, no nothing. I'm still a kid, I'm not ready to finish school yet. All I know is school, I'm not ready for it to just be gone.
So yeah.
Its currently 11:20pm for me, and I've been crying since around 4:30pm when I saw the news.
Just wanted to say a big fucking thank you to the guy who ate that bat and has made the lives of everyone I care about fucking shit.
Moral of the story is I'm crying and sad and unable to cope okay thanks, stay safe, wash your hands you detty pig etc.
-CAT