im afraid of my own ghost try to allege!
im gloomy , my life seems to be melancholy hell,
worthless wretched,
i never gaze at it auspicious!
sometimes im devil-may-care!
i abdominate it but i yearn for it!!!

" im alone....hope forever "
" im totally broken,, "
" im sick of this life "
" i hate playing games at my expense "


" guys/boys are just like a scrap papers "
" you can play with them,
burn them with fire and
 throw to trashcan when its over.."


Nothing lasts forever so live it up,
drunk it down, laugh it off 
avoid bullshit,take chances,
 and never have regrets 
coz at one point everything you did 
was exactly what you wanted.