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In I’m really late to the Adolescence train but
          
          
          
          
          
          He tucked in the teddy bear
          
          Call it hormones or whatever (I’m on my period) but this had me in literally tears. Like, struggling-not-to-make-a-sound-at-half-10-at-night full-on bawling 
          
          [For context, only other times i’ve cried at movies was Harry Potter death (age 9), Mufasa death (age 6), It’s Quiet Uptown (last summer, first and only time watching Hamilton on period)  so] 

Having a meltdown bc your parents asked you to make carbonara is so not a mood but unfortunately it’s my life rn 
          
          I can’t do this anymore. Someone pls make life stop existing 

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
          
          
          SPOILERS FOR INTERSTELLAR SONG CONTEST BELOW
          
          
          
          
          
          
          OMG THE MRS FLOOD PLOT TWIST. I NEVER THOUGHT IN A MILLION YEARS THAT THAT THEORY EOULD BE CORRECT. I LITERALLY HAD TO PAUSE THE EPISODE AND STARE AT THE SCREEN FOR A GOOD MINUTE
          
          LIKE, THE SUSAN CAMEOS WERE GOOD ENOUGH 
          
          
          AND THEN DARK 15????????????
          
          RTD IS SPOILING US FRFR AND IT IS THE BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN. I DONT THINK IVE EVER BEEN THIS GOBSMACKED AT A PLOT TWIST!! ESPECIALLY SINCE EVERYONE ONLINE HAS BEEN THEORISING IT SINCE LAST SEASON 
          
          
          THIS EPISODE IS JUST !!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Catholicism is screwed 
          
          Why did the pope have to be a right winger who literally only agreed with pope Francis on climate change. Obvs pope Francis wasn’t the best in regards to current liberal views, even inside the catholic community (take it from me, an aro not-entirely-sure-I’m-cis-anymore person who is very left in a fairly catholic neighbourhood), but as far as popes go HE WAS PRETTY DAM LEFT! And there was people who acc cared for the LGBTQIA+ community who they could’ve voted for. There’s also more political people/ people who actually know how to mediate wars and dialogue with other religious leaders who were RIGHT THERE!!! 
          
          And to make it worse, priests in this guys diocese were accused of  and pdf-filing, and HE DIDN’T EVEN HOLD A PROPER INVESTIGATION! THE DIOCESE EVEN PAYED GIRLS MONEY TO KEEP QUIET!!!!!
          
          
          AND ALL THIS IS FROM A QUICK GOOGLE SEARCH!! I CAN’T EVEN IMAGINE WHAT I’D FIND IF I DID SOME DIGGING!!!
          
          Convert me to another religion atp . Anyone got any nice ones?

Currently watching The Well and just got to the Midnight reveal
          
          WHAT??????!!!!!?!?!!!???!! 
          
          
          ANSNDHWBDVXHSKSBXXBNS
          
          
          THIS IS SUCH A GOOD EPISODE I LOVE IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay but the Mrs Flood cameo????!!!!!!!!!!! 

Bit miffed rn bc why are my parents hinting that my brother has dyspraxia despite him being the most athletic person in my family but they’ve failed to notice all of the VERY obvious signs (at least to me and my friends) that I’m not neurotypical 

Tell me why I, as a cis individual, relate to the song ‘The Village’ by Wrabel on a spiritual level???

Just rewatched Rouge with my granny and it got me thinking. 
          
          It’s really sad that Rouge can never come back. Like, even if there’s an in story way to bring him back (which I’d been holding out hope on since I fist watched it), I doubt Jonathan Groff would ever come back to the role. 
          But even if he did, the romance aspect of their relationship is really problematic because Rouge is a human and if he were to travel with the doctor he would most likely die anyway, but even if he didn’t, the only way he’d leave the TARDIS is death or a breakup and I doubt anyone would write a breakup. So then the doctor would mourn on top of a Victorian cloud until like, the 22nd century chronologically, leaving the universe in mortal danger for hundreds of years. 
          But the romance aspect would also bring us down a route that shows us part of the doctor we’ve never seen before, which is character development. And that’s really important for a show that’s been around for just over 60 years. 
          But then again, with Ncuti Gatwa’s departure at the end of season 2, the chemistry between Rouge and the Doctor may also disappear. 
          
          In other words: I love rouge and he should be brought back but he can’t and it makes me sad :(

Am I the only one who wishes they could have a therapist? Like, I don’t need one but I want someone to listen to my ranting without getting annoyed. For example, today we had auditions for a show, but I thought they were next week so I wasn’t prepared mentally. I knew the song but I didn’t prepare if you know what I mean. So I go and I’m like, ‘Yk what? I’ll try out anyway since I haven’t auditioned for anything in three years’ but then we go up and I can’t get up to wait in line because what if I make a fool out of myself? But ik I can’t tell my friends that bc they’re so sick of me ranting about every little thing that happens and they don’t rant to me so I guess that’s fair, so I don’t really have anyone to tell, much less anyone who’ll get it, so now I’m writing out my thoughts onto a post in a stupid app that no one will ever see in the hopes that somehow someone does and tells me I’m not crazy because I could audition for my first show and another one a year after that (roughly) but now that I’m somewhat familiar with all of these people I get stage fright even though I really wanted to try out this time. Just me? Okay cool