FieryPhoenix15

I'm getting old!!!! It's my birthday

TheEliteTrashPanda

Mines soon I feel super old to but happy birthday  I hope it went well 
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FieryPhoenix15

A lot of the snarky, rude conversations that make some people legitimately mad when they read them are based on my sister. She is one bad day away from finding out what actual anger is sometimes. Just the amount of rage and barely contained violence I feel for her is unbelievable. I often use these things to channel into my writing during a bad conversation or snarky part. For instance, when Caroline and Sam argue, the helplessness that Caroline often feels over her situation is often relatable to mine and how I feel being around my little sister because she has everyone wrapped around her finger and I have no doubt she's probably going to read this and tattle, but she thinks she can control every aspect of what I do but running to our parents and this is a newsflash that she doesn't get to have her way everytime. Just like Bella doesn't get her happy endings all the time.

FlarePhoenix11

@FieryPhoenix15 
            I know! My sister can be really mean to me and she can be a hypocrite and a narcissist but I still love her, I just wish she would not treat me and my siblings like her slaves
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FieryPhoenix15

I've been toying with the idea of trying to submit one of my works for the Watties, which means I've been going through and updating all them. I just finished updating into the dark- Caroline Swan first chapter, which, let me tell you, was a bit of a nightmare going back through and cringing at what I wrote at the thirteen/fourteen year old cusp. I rewrote it with the same idea and everything, so hopefully, it's less cringey -it's still cringey though considering I wrote it- but if you notice a change that's why. I'm trying to reach the 50,000 words minimum which means going back through every chapter and enhancing it and making it less like a sixth grader's tragic life story. alright, thanks for letting me fill your inboxes, peace out guys

FieryPhoenix15

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why do all stories have to have a frigging happy end? like goddamn it I wanna read some depressing shit that ends in a better Romeo Juliet way where they hate each other and have to fight to the death and they both die. like wtf is so great about a happy story? it makes you feel happy? newsflash: I don't want to feel happy, give some depressing shite and leave me alone

TheEliteTrashPanda

Thank god someone finally relates to this like I literally get so happy when a show or story even kills off the main character cause it’s like damn someone finally made it interesting and with like recovery stories I’m like why do they have to recover why do they have to be fixed why can’t they just be beautiful while there broken asf 
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FieryPhoenix15

It's at moments like these when I try to force some semblance of creativity that I realize the most random things.
          My sister breathes -not snores, breathes- like a freight train in a hurricane with a dozen brass players after they've played the Firebird Suite while running from a Demigorgon. 
          Oddly specific, I'm aware, but that's about the most specific I can get with her ridiculous breathing. I hope she sees this and makes a mental note to stop breathing so loud, it's very inconsiderate.
          
          
          FYI, I'm joking around

FlarePhoenix11

@FieryPhoenix15 lol, i don't completely understand because I go to bed before my sister, but she always has these bright lights on when I'm trying to sleep and i can't handle it! So I understand you.  We both have problems with sisters! there great tho
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