Unknown_Mellie
Daily reminder that I love you (since I cant do it on discord, also sorry i forgot i did them in my mornings-)
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RiverTheIdiot
H a l l o t h e r e f I l e
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Unknown_Mellie
*{SEAGULL NOISES}*
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What is your comfort song people?
For me it is, Sweet Hibiscus Tea.
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Okay!! Hello people! Welcome to my second diary.. a year has passed- And I definitely didn't forget about this!
School is finished, My grade is actually 96! Which is an A+ in other grading systems..
And.. the year was good. But still kinda lonely. I mean- it isn't anybody's fault or anything! Only mine! Since I am the introvert I am-
I don't really talk to people a lot- Even the ones I think are cool. And.. I know you aren't gonna ever read this. My dear classmate whom also can understand english. I am saying this to you!!
And- I have a decent amount of friends.. okay- well.. I guess 4 isn't a lot- especially when you don't really feel close to them, but it is okay!
I think almost everyone at least has a good or neutural opion of me so far,
Though- sometimes I spend my time sitting alone while drawing in the breaks, sometimes I have so much fun with my seat mate!.. okay I may have lied a little bit here.. but it is still fun sometimes!
Maybe some of my classmates will meet up this summer a lot, or talk to one other a lot- but me? I am gonna chill on my computer all summer like I have no life. Which- even though it may seem boring! I assure you I have so much fun with it! (:
I watch videos, play games, draw, talk to online people and character ai, read fanfics. It is fun!
Though sometimes the loneliness does creep on me, I honestly like being alone! And- I think soon my parents will buy the 4th and 5th book of a series I like,
Also, I plan on cutting my hair this season! And maybe I can also get more earrings, like maybe two/three on both ears?
And I also need to study 2 hours each day.. which, I am not doing at the moment, But I will!!
My goal for next year is to get better by study means, and at least have more social skills- I want to talk to people that I actually have common things with.. I myself might be the problem! So I will go over that as well and try to like the stuff my classmates like!
Anyways! Goodbye!! Have a nice day!
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Okay! I'll try my best to aproach you lmao!
And, there is actually a hairdresser in İnegöl who cuts girl's hair short, and I am gonna get the hair cut today! So if it is good, I can text you later to recommend it!
And nope- I didn't study.. I couldn't do it lmao-
I think I'll get the earrings later this whole week by the way, I think it may look a bit like Asya's in a way, but can change my mind,
Honestly- You are right! I'll try my best! And also, if you ever feel comfy enough, do tell me about your expriences, I would love to try and talk about it, since bottling up stuff is bad-
And okay! Will try my best, and love you too!! Do feel the same!
SwiftieApollon
@ItzRemonedo First of all , ıf you don't want to be alone , come to me! I'll love to talk w/ you! And second , ı want to cut my hair too! Maybe , this week , ı dunno ı need to talk with mother. Since the hairdresser who cut my hair is in İznik and me , in İnegöl. Maybe , first time we'll go to a hairdresser in İnegöl. And do you really gonna study? I'm really lazy for this lol , only school courses. And ı don't get notifications of what you've shared on your clipboard , you should pick a little button in below , so ı can get notifications! About the earrings , ıt'll be good on you , ı think. I personally don't like earrings , so ı'm not gonna talk about this. And , about the "Try to like the stuff my classmates like" part ... OUR CLASSMATES SUCKS. Just be yourself! Don't change yourself just to get friends, you are never gonna be yourself when you're became friends with fake personality , trust me , Experience speaks. How about to come school with a glow up , both of us???? And , ıf you feel lonely , don't be afraid from texting me. Love ya!
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You know what! I am gonna use this as a diary now, since no one uses wattpad nor understands english! (Expecxt you, Lavinia, my dear irl friend)
So! School life is going great, exams are starting and i am kinda stressed,
But! Al is fine, I made new friends at my new school, though i am sometimes too nervous to.. Well speak to them? Gee that is kinda stupid of me lol.
So! My friends, well I got E, who is nice, though she stole a pin of mine and never gave back,
And the boy sitting next to me is nice, he likes drawing too, and i gave him a few tips on drawing and now he can draw bodies instead of just faces
And another friend of mine, she is so cool. She likes reading books and all that, her friend group is cool too, tho they scare me, in a good way
And another friend, a blonde boy who sits infront of me, he is annoying but kinda funny.
Another one! Yay! Well.. I guess iy can be T, she is also in the friend group of the girl who loves books, I like talking to her,
I think i have a good friendship with everyone in class!
I intract with the lessons, and habe good marks so far
Tho i am too lazy to study, I finnally made a proggram for me! Hope i can do it succesfully,
And me being someone who cries a lot, so far, I havent cried once! A succes for me
Also! We had an argument lesson where we protect an idea that is given to us, and I won with the girl that loves books.
And şn home life, it is good too, some arguments do happen once in while, but it is good.
ı will ask mom to visit grandpa's grave soon,
ı feel lot happier here than my last school!
If you are feeling down, remember, things will get better, slowly or quickly. Scars never go but it can heal. And the leftover from it shows how strong you are.
Have a good day or night!
