FiltersShadow

hey, everyone! it's been so long since i have been active here, i am so sorry about my irregularities and my unfinished works so far. for now though, i am here because one of my works has been translated over here (the original is posted on AO3 since I've been writing more there for the past couple years- it's dominantly NCT  so far but I have written and write other fandoms too) 
          	
          	This is the link to the translation (Spanish): https://www.wattpad.com/1359647981 
          	
          	And this is the original if you're interested: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37107787
          	
          	I am feeling kinda giddy about this, this means so much to me. I am very grateful for this translation. Thank you so much @zeuspree

igen99

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FiltersShadow

hey, everyone! it's been so long since i have been active here, i am so sorry about my irregularities and my unfinished works so far. for now though, i am here because one of my works has been translated over here (the original is posted on AO3 since I've been writing more there for the past couple years- it's dominantly NCT  so far but I have written and write other fandoms too) 
          
          This is the link to the translation (Spanish): https://www.wattpad.com/1359647981 
          
          And this is the original if you're interested: https://archiveofourown.org/works/37107787
          
          I am feeling kinda giddy about this, this means so much to me. I am very grateful for this translation. Thank you so much @zeuspree

igen99

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FiltersShadow

Random ungodly hour rant alert:
          
          I sometimes ask myself why I stopped writing poetry and making it public. It took me going back to reading my old stuff to realise that it's just me being scared of keeping my deepest thoughts out there. It's the fear of vulnerability, the anxiousness of even one person just messaging me with, "Hey, is everything okay?" Because I don't know what the answer is, and I don't want to be seen for what really lies in the depths. It's scary and poetry for me has always been nauseatingly personal. No matter how much ever I cringe at my old stuff, it doesn't rule out that they speak of who I was back then.
          
          So yeah, I deny myself a release because I'm afraid I'll be caught, scared that what's so personal to me will make me vulnerable and weak.

igen99

@FiltersShadow (/･ω･(-ω-)
            I understand this, it's something that cannot really be expressed and having attention on it is really scary!!
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FiltersShadow

@bbyseokie Thank you very much for all you've said, guess I really need it. It's probably just the baggage that I carry, I'm working on it:))
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bbyseokie

@FiltersShadow It takes a lot of courage and vulnerability to publish something as personal as poetry, but if it's something that helps you organise your thoughts and express your feelings, maybe sharing it with others could help someone else that's going through something similar. 
            Plus, I've always found your writing to be really poetic and expressive, so I'd imagine that you'd write wonderful poetry! (:
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FiltersShadow

Hey it's been a while!!! I'm finally done with my exams and all set to get my degree lol!! How's everyone doing?

FiltersShadow

@bbyseokie aww thank you so much, you're so sweet. I do hope I get in lol, like I've studied literature so hard and i really wanna study it further. Like that's all I know, I'll suck at any other subject. 
            
            Thank you so much for this boost though, ilysm and i appreciate you a lot ヾ(´︶`♡)ﾉ
            
            (And yes, your book has always been there, it really destresses me a lot of times ngl~~)
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bbyseokie

Don’t worry too much about getting into PG courses, I didn’t get the course I wanted originally but there’s always other ways to get where you want to go and you’ll always end up where you’re meant to be  :D (but you will most likely get into the pg course you want!!) 
            
            And don’t worry about missing updates, my book will always be there so put yourself first ❤️
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FiltersShadow

@bbyseokie aww thank you so much. I'm kinda proud, I worked really hard these past few years and I was studying what I've absolutely loved since I was a child. But I'm more sort of overwhelmed by the stress of getting into PG course lol. 
            
            But yeah, thank you❤❤
            
            PS, I see I've missed a couple updates of Daddy's Boy and damn I'm gonna keep up soon, especially since I badly need some stress reliever lol❤❤
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FiltersShadow

Idk if anyone cares but I really should update "The Zonked Nights". That was a completed ff, I just had to take up rewriting it because I wasn't satisfied and terribly failed at doing it justice. 
          
          Just in case anyone's waiting for it, although idk if anyone is. I hope you are not done with it and will come back. I really really wanna finish it with the dignity it deserves. For my VHope at least!

igen99

@FiltersShadow Meeeeeee
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SassyLou8

Hello, this user decided to lurk around here after so long! I saw your display photo, that's an NCT member I see ^^ If you read their fanfictions, can you recommend me some? Preferably from NCT 127 ^^ I am new to this

SassyLou8

@SassyLou8 sure you can
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FiltersShadow

@SassyLou8 is it okay if I pm you?
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SassyLou8

@FiltersShadow how about some on Wattpad? I do have an ao3 account I made not a long ago. Barely used it. As for the genres. I like to read poetic ones but sad fanfics works ^^ 
            As for the ship? You can go with any of your choice from the mentioned unit. I love metaphors (◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。so heavy metaphors are welcomed ^^ 
            Of course ao3 links works.
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FiltersShadow

Okay I miss when people used to promote their ffs on my mb. It was such a fun way to interact and support writers who put so much efforts into building a plotline and a story. I don't seem to know what to read now, so if any of you want me to read your stories, please let me know and link me to them (if you're uncomfortable with doing so on mb, my pms are always open). You've worked hard, so don't be hesitant <3<3