Fimibabalola

I read your author's note Fimi, and I cried. I have felt like that more than once. I have struggled with anxiety, depression, and masturbation. It is so hard to believe that God isn't judging you. I understand the feeling of not feeling worthy of the Lord. I know how it feels to think that God has forgotten you. But I'm here to tell you Fimi, He has never forsaken you and will never. You have touched so many people with your writing and inspired me to write a book. Fimi, you are a beautiful Child of the Most High God. He is not finished with you. He hasn't left you. If He takes care of the birds of the sky and the flowers of the field, which are here today and gone tomorrow, how much more you, Fimi? You are worth more than any bird and any flower. You are loved, cherished, and important. I rebuke every spirit and voice of Satan speaking against what the Lord has said over you. I      stand in the gap for you Fimi and prophesy that there shall be an end to your sorrow. I come against any plan of Satan for your life and your ministry. May the Lord continue to place oil in your lamp. May you burn for the Lord until He comes. I speak over you Fimi, that you are not for the enemy. Your destiny is not for the enemy. You are the Lord's own. In Jesus' mighty name, I pray. I love you Fimi. Please take care of yourself. God bless.

Wow… bad to worse for real. Turns out because I opened up about my situation somebody has reported You deserve better and I got a text from Wattpad telling me they removed the story for their site. I dont know who did this, and I’m not sure if it’s hidden for you all too but if so this is such a shame. I wrote the book to help free people from the reality of depression so for you to report this as “glorification of SH” is really shameful. I don’t even know what to say. I’m done 

wow i cried reading your new note. I didn’t know what to write because I would be a hypocrite to say that I haven’t been feeling the same. depression, suicidal thoughts , and masterbation have been my biggest battle at times I ask myself why does everyone get healing and not me, why is everyone being set free and not me. But while I read ur not there is one thing that just kept ringing in my head and it was the words THE DEVIL IS A LIAR over and over. Although we read these things and we read about Gods love and salvation it won’t mean anything until we except it. My second thought when i read this note was how can someone who has spoken so much life into others and i’ve felt the spirit move through your gift of writing be forgotten by God? Is it not the gift that he has gave to you that you are utilizing? Is it not by his grace that you are alive and well? I feel this very heavy on my spirit, there is a crisis in the body of Christ to many of us are believing the lies of the enemy and falling into his trap and walking away from God. 

Hey sis. I just read your note about what you’re going through. I heart broke after reading that note and I know it’s not just my emotions. Jesus love you so much. You are worthy, you are cherished and you mean everything to him. Lately I faced some dark times too. Nothing made sense to me but that’s ok, it doesn’t have to because all things work for the good of those who love God. You will pass through the waters and it won’t drown you, through the fires and you’ll not me consumed. I pray that as we enter this new week, may the love of  God encompass you. I pray you encounter the Lord Jesus Christ in a way that will change your life forever. 
          Amen

PLEASE GET OUT AND VOTE WHILE YOU STILL CAN GUYS, EVERY VOTE MATTERS 

Starting a new anti depressant today, please pray for me I’m super scared but I know it will help better than the first one. Please pray for me to be safe 

Got a new chapter of YDB all written and ready for you guys. Will be updating at 31 votes on chapter 52. 
          
          See you then! 

You guys ate with that voting and the testimonies for the last chapter. Enjoy Chapter 52 of YDB. you deserve it (get it *winks*) 

Chapter 49 Of YDB OUT NOW! Next Chapter Out at 35 votes Happy Reading!

Working on The next few chapters of YDB guys! Should be released within the ext few days, im wondering do you guys like zephaniah's pov? (are you learning spiritually from his pov?) because im thinking of adding another but i wanna know what you guys are thinking :)
          
          -Fimi