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Alright hell...this is a really bad idea. I know.
But I'm gonna do it anyway....because I can and because it probably won't make a difference but at least I can say I tried. I've never been much for public speaking, but this girl....yeah this girl is amazing. If you ever get the chance to speak with her....don't fuck it up. She is probably the most amazing, sweet, smart, and adorable girl I've ever met. And yeah.....I messed up.
And yeah...this is pretty fuckin pathetic. But I don't want to lose her. Because even though I might not deserve her....I don't want to not have her. She has been amazing to me. And....I'm a dick.
But um....yeah....people...
If she talks to you....you better treat her right.
Goodbye,
Ella