@Finepotatoland
Helloo. I wish i could stick to writing a fanfic. Maybe i should just make like a giant oneshots book which probably wont be giant but just like oneshots from all different things since my main interest changes alot. And i write alot about different things
I'm older than percy Jackson and the lightning theif by like a month
Honestly some villians make really good points or have good reasons that make sense as to why they are doing villain things if that makes sense. Like they make good points but they just go about it the wrong way
I really hate Mineta. I don't get how people find him funny. Like sometimes but no. He touches girls without their permission and tried to look at the class 1a girls naked. Like it's fucking disgusting. Most people who like Mineta say ohh if he was a hot anime boy people would like him and that's so frustrating to me because I would hate him either way. Another thing that annoys me is that he hasn't got in any major trouble for it. Also Mineta fans always pull out the ooh but Denki is a pervert too. No he isn't really a pervert. He actually respects women's space. He doesn't go around trying to grope the girls in his class or look at them naked..
I just really hate mineta and that might be because I am a teenage girl and would be very scared and uncomfortable around him.
Also yes I like the villains but that's because they are supposed to be bad as villains should be. Mineta is in the hero course and he disrespect women and no one gives out to him for it. Also it frustrates me that people find disrespecting women funny.
Im kind of sad at the moment. I just don't understand why people can't just except other people. Like why does racism, sexism, homophobia and transphobia exist? I just want to be a pansexual non binary person who uses all pronouns without worrying I will be bullied or invalidated. I don't want people to worry about being killed or raped for being themselves. I just don't get why people are so mean. I feel so hopeless. I am scared (and I'm sure there are many other people who are) to come out to my parents. I am absolutely terrified. My mom knows I'm pan. My dad doesn't. Neither of them know I'm non binary. I feel like I'm not a valid enby. I just feel lonely and hopeless. I feel like no one can hear me even if it's not about my sexuality or gender. Like even me posting my art I feel like I'm not seen or heard. I guess I just want attention but I suppose that makes sense since I feel as though I get none. At the moment I'm just in my room. My mom is at her house. My dad is downstairs. My brother is in his room. My friends only text me sometimes. I feel like I would be a bother if I texted people on the Internet. But I also feel like I'm isolating myself. I guess I would like for people to see things I create so I they are happy. I want to know that I make people happy. I know that seems selfish but I genuinely want to make people happy. I love making people happy and I guess I just want to know if I do. Sorry this is just a stupid rant. Life is just so fucking hard and I just feel really conflicted.
@Finepotatoland I am here for you. I came out to my parents last year as bi and it did not go well so I told them that I was straight. This year I have come to realise that I should support my sexuality and now I am pan and proud. I don't plan on coming out to my parents until out of the house or not at all. I hate that homophobia and transphobia exists too. I have no Idea why people have to be assholes but that's how life is and it sucks. But you are valid. You should not have to go through any pain because of your gender and sexuality. I don't know you but I love you and I want you to be happy and feel valid!!
I FUCKING GOT MAD LAST YEAR AT MY SHIT TOXIC PERSON OF A BEST FRIEND THAT I HATE NOW FOR SAYING THAT I SHOULD BE STRONG WHEN I WAS CRYING. CRYING IS NOT WEAK. IVE BEEN CALLED A CRY BABY FOR WAY TO LONG AND I AM NOT GOING TO PUT UP WITH PEOPLE FUCKING BULLSHIT.
I’m so fucking terrified that I will be bullied again. It’s such a horrible feeling to be called weak and crybaby and fat and be teased for who you are. I started secondary school and I thought I would be bullied. I hoped that no one would. No one did bully me. I thought hey maybe it’s finally getting better. Than I meet my “best friend”. Someone that I could do actual best friend stuff with but no. I became her fucking diary. I left her bullshit. I discover apart of me that I’m proud to be. I’m pansexual but if people at school find out it’s just another fucking dam reason to bully me. Heck I cut my hair short but someone kept at me about it. Like seriously I CAN CUT MY OWN FUCKING HAIR SHORT IF I WANT TO ITS NONE OF YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS.
I just realised that I'm the only person in my friend group at school (not out of all my friends) that likes girls cause I'm pansexual. I have 3 straight friends they all like guys. I have a gay friend he likes guys and I have an aromantic asexual friend who doesn't like any gender.
So I've been listening to podcasts recently. My favourites are the penumbra podcast (to be more specific Juno steel) and Welcome to night Vale.
Oh I'm a disaster. My brother walked out of his room and scared me and I pointed finger guns at him. What is wrong with me
