I know that probably no one will read this, but I just wanted to get this feeling out there somewhere.
I don't understand. I don't understand how people...just do emotions. I understand how they work, I just don't understand how people can actually just express them.
You smile and laugh when your happy and you cry when you're sad, I get it. But at the same time, I don't understand.
They express themselves, let me read a bit more of them, let me in their inner workings, but I don't get how they blindly throw their trust at me. I don't understand how people act how they are. Adults say that at least try so you won't fail, but if you do that then they'll just say you didn't do well enough, or you didn't try hard enough.
So how can people motivate themselves into working? How can people just socialise, and be all friendly to each other, and then some just backstab their "friends" like it's nothing?
It's frustrating and aggravating to know that I don't understand this. I get that it's not easy for others to tell someone else their deepest secrets, but I still can't grasp it.